俺の未来の恋人に
君が世界中のどこかに住んでしますよね？ はっきり言えよ!!!君が 「俺に出会うの時間をずっと待ってたんた」と.. じゃ。。だからこぞ 早く 私に 来れよ! 一人で寂しい。 君に会いたい。ぜったい 来るよね! 私 ちゃんと 待ってるから。。。早く来てくれてね! ちょうちょう がんばらんば!!!
lonely
It is 12: AM and I got a cup of coffee. I usually do this just to relieve that feeling in my stomach. I guess it reminds me of past lovers. I live alone and just walk in circles around my living room while it's brewing. My mother told me I am like my father, [..more..]
Sad
I am slowly giving up. My family is treating me worse and worse. They keep saying I am horrible and I talk terrible about my family. I feel like I should just stop talking in general to make them happy, nothing I do ever even makes them happy. At points I really just want to [..more..]
hope
I hope I can find myself again. I thought I knew what I wanted out of life, but turns out life has no plans of giving it to me. Or maybe I need to do something to be deserving of it. I am in a new country, with new people. It's been two years and [..more..]
project
Doing project on obsessive compulsive disorder…need help!
My Reason
Even if I love a person, I still can't enter a relationship with them. I can only treat them as friends. I can only be in a relationship if I am already secure with myself because I want something that would last a lifetime.
Yes or No?
I know. I know he told me he wants to find himself, I know he doesn't want me like I want him. But why? Why make it seem like we're still together when we're in public but when we're texting and stuff, it's like we never held hands 3 hours ago or shared a kiss [..more..]
The Roof
There is this place. It's on the roof, It's not all the way up but this place is my ALONE TIME place. My mom doesn't always agree with me going there. I have gone to the place a couple of times. My mom gets so scared with me going there. She says I might fall. [..more..]
A
Biggest joke of life.
Sorry
Sorry for my behaviour