Food
Food and I have a toxic relationship. I keep eating and binging food even though I am not hungry. I'm spending a lot of money on food to a point I don't have money to go home. I can't just skip a meal because I know if I don't eat my body won't have energy.
I’m a mess, I think
I've finally got back to studying after a horrible but insightful gap year. But I'm a mess. I took a gap year to figure somethings out and to try to save up for some money for college but I haven't got my act together. I tend to have poor time management and I'm falling behind [..more..]
Marker, Chris
Necronauts, A note from the memory-artist Chris Marker; "If you knew how much I'd prefer to be forgotten now. The films are there, I did My share, the rest is silence ( . . .) Anonymously Silent, -The Archer
You CANT trust Law and Justis OR YOUR FRIENDS
Okay, I am in full steam mode today as I got a taste of the Law and Order skit in court and in short “The justice system is pathetic”. And as a disclaimer, the below may not be coherent as I have been up for over 36 hours, surviving on 8 hours of sleep in [..more..]
Schizophrenics Anonymous
God, Sister G. has been incesting Me for quite some time. Does the sadness ever end? No it does not. Nobody is nobody, and nobody is nobody. I am trying to get some sense of Solemnity from the God of Himself but it hasn't happened yet. I don't know what I am. I am jut [..more..]
Overeaters Anonymous
Necronauts, I just had two aloo chats from Trader Joes that were warm and tasty. (Like a mediterrennean hot pocket). But I still feel so hungry and so craving and I just want to keep eating but there is nothing to eat here. There are some things. Like rice, for instance, but I want like [..more..]
Inherent Vice
Necronauts, Has anyone been to the mental institution Chryskylodon? I have been locked up in here for far too long. I don't friggin' belong here. Please carry this message. Hopelessness is hopelessness and emptiness is emptiness. Silently Anonymous, -The Archer
life
I beengoing throught of these entrys people been posting on here …. there really depressing …….man that's hard to read sometimes
Schizophrenics Anonymous
God, This is Xanther. I am of a schizophrenia and I really need the darndest help. THE FAMILIAR doesn't understand me. Nobody understands me and they are punishing me for the condition I was born with. They are capitalizing on my illness and not allowing me to come into the inheritance of my beauty. They [..more..]
Step 4
God, I am attempting to do the fourth step and there are some really embarassing things. I don't know why I feel embarassment for other people? A friend of His pretended to finger His sons diaper through the pampers diapers. The wife saw this and they both looked at each other with a sense of [..more..]