keep trying
yeah the new year has started no new years kiss no new years sex a little new years money a little new years drink and smoke wow happy new years to all today is sunday January the sixth twenty thirteen and I just have to keep chilling don’t think about sex money drinks or smoke [..more..]
LOST
There is this guy in my english class who I am not interested in at all. He sits right behind the guy I like. I am going to call the guy I like “N” and the guy I don’t like “E” Anyway, E says inappropriate things to me and I really don’t like him but [..more..]
Some Thoughts
I want to be honest and say that I feel lonely. I wake up every morning and follow the same routine, thinking that maybe today is the day that I am going to find love. Yes! Love. I want to fall in love and have someone love me in return, I have been waiting for [..more..]
Closed totally shut
i’m a closed person, totally shut, very hard exterior. I do not want to talk.. a lot, tell anything to anyone about myself or my family. I do not trust anyone. I do not make friends. All result of years and years of being ignored by everyone, still trying to reach out to people make [..more..]
Random thoughts
My friend brought over a dog today and it was so little and cute, and it made me think about what amazing creatures this world has.. Sometimes i just get so amazed by these little things.. There’s so much to see in this world and i have seen absolutely nothing.. /:
trying to manage to satifactroy
yeah I received some monies I just hoping that I am spending it correctly and not overlooking any one or any thing I am trying to get some shoes and some outfits and my hair done maybe but yeah I have know transportation but my feet and maybe a cab if I am not traveling [..more..]
How will the world end today?
How I think “The World will End”. Most people think the world will end by natural Disaster or some kind of alien take over or by some idiot with their finger on some mythical button, but I have a different take on it. I think life as we know it will end when someone figures [..more..]
i know i should move on but i cant </3
so ive liked this guy for about a year now and we’re actually pretty good friends now and this year i started talking to an old guy friend and i thought i was maybe starting to like him and getting over my guy friend, that was until my guy friend went through my messages and [..more..]
JUST GIVE ME A BREAK
Can someone please just cut me some f***ing slack today? Damn it.
life as it is………….
i was alwz lukng fr smething where i cud vent all my feeling,my sorrows ,my joys ,,,,,,feeling lonely most of the time..i had another bad day today ,,it happnes so may times …i dont knw really what i want frm my life.all i want is jst to live a decent life nd make my parents [..more..]