I feel abandoned and alone I thought about you today and I thought how silly I felt still crying over the loss of my unborn child still months after :/ I try so much to live my life for you but I’m not happy. I haven’t felt true happiness in a while.

I cut again today after promising not to made it a month.. I’m pathetic

I’m happy today hadn’t been this way in A long time

Today is my birthday and I am not happy.

im here to say good day, im here to play, maybe with some clay, today was depressing, my salad needs some dressing, hes so lame, but whos to blame, my friend betrayed me, but i guess i betrayed her too, you hate me, wait… you dont know me… GET OFF MY LAWN YOU CRAZY KIDS… [..more..]

i didnt go to school today blahhhhhhhhhh but whatever im soo tired!

i had my first cigarette today, it wasn’t as good as people make it out to be..

He was not here today and well iv’e been trying and have avoided him all last week. i’m sort of proud of myself. well i guess it doesn’t matter of what i feel of him ’cause either way i’m not telling him. He’s not only him i like there is this other guy but yeah [..more..]