find me …
today i realized how happy i was when i was younger … how inspired i was and i want that back… i found myself lost and confused and i don’t know how i got here, but despite this all i really want is to find myself and just be me again!
Feeling moody
I’m feeling moody today. My friend complains that I’m late for work but the fact is that we didn’t agree beforehand to come to school at that timing. How should I deal with him?
Idiot “brother”
I hate to even call this dumb piece of s*** my brother. He is a disgusting, heartless, fat ass idiot. I was sending an important piece of mail today and he takes it outside and threatens to get it wet with a sprinkler and threatens to rip it up for no reason at all so [..more..]
Family Problems
i feel like i don’t belong in my family sometimes. today my sister and i had a huge fight, it was never this serious. it started when she told me that i take some things too seriously, but it just tripped off my last nerve for that girl. i started to say that she should [..more..]
I’m going downhill
At first, I thought my life was awesome. I thought guys liked me, people wanted to be my friend then today in the bath I just broke. I don’t know why. I just reflected on all my break ups, mess ups, and just started crying. I think looked at myself and decided I would go [..more..]
07-06-12(17:09:39)
hello . im tired really tired for it all . my dance is tomorw which is making me so nervous cause im a famouse dabke dancer and will dance to boiloins . and second my parents are alwyas soo f***ing fhiting last year all night all day fighting scraming and haating each toger and today [..more..]
23-05-12(2:32:47)
i think that today was the worst day of my life because every body was mean!
17-05-12(2:13:24)
I slept with my friends ex-boyfriend. I told her and she told me she hated me and never wanted to be my friend agian.. that was a year and 1 week today…2 nights ago she told me she missed me. I told her I missed her to and she told me she wants to be [..more..]
15-05-12(16:38:24)
I’ve been in love with you for 7 months and today I found out that you have a girlfriend. I know that in a way it’s my fault, I never told you about my feelings. But it still hurts. I feel like I just swallowed a huge rock and can’t even get myself to cry. [..more..]
15-05-12(1:44:56)
I’m falling for you again. I love you do much. The hole is back I saw you twice today my heart stopped, I always think you ignore me because you know I will never get over you if I do. Maybe it’s happening because we’re meant to be maybe I need to just win your [..more..]