21-09-11(3:02:01)
Sigh, I got married impulsively to a kinda friend since I have known since middle shcool who is in the military now. I am 28, and at 27 I thought well I guess I’ll get married over texted I was asked mind you, and how sad. Now I want a divorce and he is making [..more..]
13-09-11(2:17:22)
for once, i was proud today. proud of myself. and i didn’t feel so worthless. but then you took it away from me and threw my face in it. and tonight, even though my scars have faded, i picked up the blade and made new ones. now i’m back to my old self. the worthless, [..more..]
11-09-11(7:45:12)
I am lost in this moment. Lost in time. Just want to sleep and dream about the old days. Just want to sleep and dream about the way it was supposed to be. I can’t cry, cause someone might see. So I have to keep this inside of me. I heard a song the other [..more..]
09-09-11(4:41:39)
I love my ex, and I feel like I can’t get near her without an awkward tension. We dated for over a year…And I feel like it’s all been thrown away because I couldn’t figure out that I wasn’t trying hard enough. I guess I never showed my appreciation. But the truth is, you don’t [..more..]
02-09-11(10:11:00)
So today is your 28th birthday… I sent you a message to wish you a happy birthday and you didnt even have the decency to reply with a simple thank you… Ok so you dont want me in that way but i dont see the problem with being friends but obviously your not that mature [..more..]
02-09-11(10:07:30)
So today is your 28th birthday… I sent you a message to wish you a happy birthday and you didnt even have the decency to reply with a simple thank you… Ok so you dont want me in that way but i dont see the problem with being friends but obviously your not that mature [..more..]
25-08-11(4:31:37)
even though we never really dated, even though you never kissed me, even though I didn’t really believe in what you told me.. I miss you. so much. I miss those times we were together, I miss those times when people thought we were going out. I miss you so much Damon… Im glad I [..more..]
05-08-11(6:07:48)
What if its you….. I keep asking myself these words but I never get an answer…. What if I have lost the chance that you threw out to me….. I will never know what you had on your mind that day that you met me under the bridge…. all because I had someone else with [..more..]
PLEASE NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME IF I AM WRONG?
why?…
PLEASE NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME IF I AM WRONG? why? why? why Me? why do i have to face this? Every time i tell myself that it is gonna be alright. i tell myself to just keep the head high and remember that this is not permanent,then try to smile even when i am [..more..]