Boyfriend
It would be nice if I could find a boyfriend with Aspergers and ADHD like me, that way we would understand each other and the complex emotions we both feel
Conversations
"That's good, but not good enough. You're a pawn in your own game. You believe that one day you'll be a force in this world, but you're a fool to think that anyone would give you a chance to prove it." "You're wrong!" Aurora exclaimed. "I'm strong, Maleficent. I'm strong enough to do this!" "And [..more..]
The futures unknown
Some nights the thoughts that come across the mind are so dark and troublesome that they bleed into the morning of the next day. With the future unknown for me and the pain of not feeling like i am enough being something that haunts me the night just drags along. There is a pain that [..more..]
living (can we call it that?) with bpd
i keep using sex and weed to fill in my everlasting emptiness. i love my partner but i sometimes feel like i use them for the sex. i can't stop shopping. i maxed out my credit card. i'm always high. everything always feels like i'm dreaming and when i'm high suddenly that's not so scary [..more..]
Walmart fun
Next Walmart rap battle is December 3rd at 4:00. Don’t miss it ! It’s going to be a good time!!!
Walmart fun
Next Walmart rap battle is December 3rd at 4:00. Don’t miss it ! It’s going to be a good time!!!
Just wanted to share
I just realized how long it was since i hugged someone who actually cared. Living with my father is alright if you look from the outside but he always swears at me degrades my confident somedays i would just listen to his swears at me and act like its daily things i hear. Not even [..more..]
My hurtful relationship
I feel like the biggest loser. 8 years down the drain. All the sweet things I did & said were all a waste. I’m 33 & I feel like I’m having a mental breakdown. I’m tryna drown this pain in drinks weed & sex but nothing is helping. My girlfriend of 8 years is just [..more..]
My Truimph of the Will
My Triumph of the Will Some people get detached from this world because it just doesn’t make sense. We live in a world full of contradictions. These people are allowed to celebrate their culture, their history, their genetic makeup, but this other group of people are not. Why not? So, one group of people developed [..more..]
Painless Agony
Being out of your mind while being stuck in the space in your head. You see and hear things but u can never get a sense. Try all the tricks U know but it does not help. It's not meds or drink. It's just a sick feeling. Withdrawing from a chemical that Is not made [..more..]