Fear of Failing
People talk about their fear of failure. Well, here I am. Failure in the flesh. Everyday I wake up, get ready for the day, sit in front of this computer and begin the hunt. Everything is on the computer now and it has become so easy for employers to overlook an application because the machine [..more..]
I
Fear I will cry tonight
what is love
I dont love you. No matter how many times you tell me you love me, no matter how many good things you do for me i dont love you. You forced my "love" and now it wil never be there. What am i to do, i cannot break your hurt. I may not love you [..more..]
I Feel Fine
I feel fine. It's strange that so much of my life has been spent riddled with anxiety, and now that my life is getting even more stressful I am finally feeling okay. Why is it that I am able to handle my responsibilities when I have so many more? It's amazing in so many ways.
He’s getting married
I don't know how i feel… I wrote a couple months back about how I may or may not be in love with my best friend. I love him dearly and sometimes i think i only love him as a friend and some days I feel like he's "the one". After speaking to a friend [..more..]
Oblivious
I can't believe you'd stoop so low. I don't know what I ever did to you for you to treat me like I was nothing, like I am nothing. Spreading rumors about me, the first person you claimed to love? Sending me videos of my personal belongings and presents I gave you tossed into a [..more..]
Oblivious
I can't believe you'd stoop so low. I don't know what I ever did to you for you to treat me like I was nothing, like I am nothing. Spreading rumors about me, the first person you claimed to love? Sending me videos of my personal belongings and presents I gave you tossed into a [..more..]
lol
what is with this retard who keeps commenting on peoples posts with dumb gibberish lmaooo kill yourself
heartbreak
I used to think love was great and it is with the right person but when the one person you love the most leaves you and only wants to be your friend it hurts I miss him with all of my heart and im glad he wants to stay friends its gonna be hard trying [..more..]
inadequate
I used to believe the world was always against me. That the cloud of inadequacy that followed me was caused by he, she, and them. But, now I see it was always me. I can accomplish things that impress others and do what I never thought could be done. The seemingly impossible could be made [..more..]