hAlP
im feeling deppressed but happy today and i don't really know what to do at all :'P im just chilling, playing roblox and chilling :> i'll one day do something productive in life even if i already did something productive i want to make more things than just play with my labtop roblox and ipad [..more..]
00.15
I have no idea what to write tonight, i am in a kinda daze i do not feel right. slightly paranoid about the future. Just cleaned the kitchen and bathroom i can smell the stench of bleach everywhere. Cheap horrible bleach that should have been diluted with water. Bullseye is on the TV i love [..more..]
Help
First day of school today
wrong
i feel like I keep on saying the wrong things and doing the wrong things. I haven’t had this much anxiety in years but it’s all coming back all of a sudden. I’m always angry and easily overwhelmed now and I feel like my boyfriend doesn’t want to be around me. I hope my doctor [..more..]
Farted On By Girlfriend’s Mom
I was in the kitchen preparing some toast and felt a fart coming on. I didn't think anyone else was around so I let it go, it was a bit loud. "Luka, did you just pass gas in my kitchen?" Girlfriend's mom had walked in without me noticing. She's about 5'7 with shoulder-length red hair. [..more..]
The Truth
I was always… different. The looks people gave me, the things I felt, I imagined, I saw, I craved… I assumed it was normal. When I realized I was different, rather than deal with the fact something was wrong with me, I decided it simply meant I was destined for greatness and that I could [..more..]
Been a while
So, it's been a while since I have written here. I just came back to say f*** you bithc. I hope you rot in hel>l like you deserve.
F*** YOU
F*** YOU F*** YOU F*** YOU B****
Death or a family member
Sorry it took a while to respond about Jacob. Thank you for reaching out. I’m still not really sure how it affects me emotionally. I stopped talking to him and basically disowned him about 5 years ago. Adam and I identified early on that Jacob was an addict. No one really. listened. Everyone said that [..more..]
Death or a family member
Sorry it took a while to respond about Jacob. Thank you for reaching out. I’m still not really sure how it affects me emotionally. I stopped talking to him and basically disowned him about 5 years ago. Adam and I identified early on that Jacob was an addict. No one really. listened. Everyone said that [..more..]