Ashamed
Ive been battling depression and anxiety for a while now. I had even tried to kill myself. Flash forward to now and I have a boyfriend of almoat 2 years. He knows about my struggles. He too ia going through some stuff of his own. Recently he talks to me about his thoughts and I [..more..]
to the guy I can’t have an affair with
So you already know that I would like nothing more than to be able to spend a week or more just doing some body cartography. Discovering every part of you and making myself a map to keep and unfold. but I can't. Or I can but I won't. and I know that if I said [..more..]
just tell me what you are
Ok so, he's bisexual, he's had more male crushes than females, and has only told me one of them. We are really close friends, and I don't want to tell you I really like you because if I do, it would completely ruin our friendship, I'm a girl by the way, he's so perfect, we [..more..]
Middle School
I'm in middle school and I have a bf. I want to get intimate with him. Everyone says not to because it's dangerous, so please don't write that in the comments. I need to know how to do it safely because I'm doing it.
How Do You Like It?
I might be a tad naive but, I learn quick. I will shatter your belief that I'm so innocent. So savor your surprise, I could tip you like a vintage wine. A whisper down your neck, I could wrap your muscles tight. Or sing your silhouette. Darling, please don't make me guess. How do you [..more..]
Hurting
I miss her. She's only asleep, but I miss her. I want to see her, to rake my fingers throughout her hair, to wrap my arms around her and just hold her through the night, to breathe against her neck when it's snowy and wet and cold outside. I want to wake up in the [..more..]
i care about you
i love you so much, and i'm so sad that you are unable to love yourself. i hope you're okay. i'll see you tomorrow and i only wish to bring you joy and happiness. i hope you can let go of the hurt you've been holding onto, i am here for you completely. somehow all [..more..]
what a year
so i say what i have to say. I told my boy bestfriend that i like him, but no reaction from him. Then all of a sudden he posted pictures in social media with the girlfriend. I felt betrayed, we talked about and we planned about the trips that we were supposed to be going, [..more..]
I tell my girlfriend I love her
I tell my girlfriend I love her, as much as I can every day. When I tell her she smiles, and calls me crazy. I tell my girlfriend I love her, and she gives me wide eyes and asks why? I tell my girlfriend I love her, everyday for the past year. Everytime I tell [..more..]
Hey :(
It’s been a while since I have written here…. I think it’s time I returned here. Today I had to do something really hard, let go of the person I love for her own good. Feeling really sad about it.