When
you're the only person i think i'll love in my short existence i don't want to meet anyone else the simple fact that i could experience such intense love obliterated any possible future experience i could have i can't meet anyone else you're something else i'm not
Around me
People my age are stupid. They think they know everything, they think they have been thru anything, when in reality, they have trouble with simple math problems.They try to act like adults but they act like stupid hormonal teenagers. But i guess that is what they will become. I will never understand kids my age.Because [..more..]
the future
I worry about the future a lot i do not know what will happen and its stressful. like, will i go to college, will i be important, will i disappoint the people i love? I do not know but i guess no one does.
Loveless
My first heartbreak has yet to happen. It is not because, as some of you may think that I have had an incredible love life. Nothing could be farther from the truth. If a doctor were to be examen my love life, he would probably declare it DOA ( dead on arrival). However, that would [..more..]
6 years later.
The sex is basic & almost never happens. It’s also a battle of EGOs. But I must help her build up her ego & humble mines. Found an apartment for us but I make to much to be on the lease. Every shoe she wears I purchased. I buy all the food & she tell [..more..]
IT’S THAT POSSIBLE
IF IT IS POSSIBLE I WANNA MAKE MYSELF AGAIN
Just venting
This is gonna sound a little self pitying so sorry in advance. It's just better for me to get this out so it doesn't stay in. I feel like I don't have friends. I feel like I've lost my passion. I feel ugly. I feel awkward and gross. I'm afraid that no one will love [..more..]
homeork
homework reading-finish compare and contrast writting and color both trees . math- study pg 243 -247 test tomorrow.
MAGIC
Es una pregunta constante: ¿cómo lo hacen? Esas personas que todo lo ven positivo, todo son sonrisas, nunca dicen nada malo, no critican, no se quejan. ¿Tampoco pensáis nada malo? ¿Tampoco os quejáis en vuestra mente? A veces me gustaría ser más así, aunque me guste como soy. Pero el cuerpo pesa.
The wasted years of an alcoholic
Time stands still as i sit outside the nightclubs Twenty years passed by in a blink Everything has changed but i feel exactly the same Tears roll down my face as i sniff away the pain So many opportunities that faded away The near misses Katie, Lucy, Haley, Zoe. I`m left totally alone i wish [..more..]