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Emotions have never made much sense to me the moment I feel is the moment in which I cannot comprehend. It is because of this I toss emotion aside it is much easier to live without it. To remain intelligent, rational. Get mixed up in emotion and all that disappears all I can think of [..more..]
Got feelings and I need you to help me with them
I knew I was going to get sucked in again. But I don't even know him really, and it's like he's got this grasped on my every move, decision and choice, even now he's not looking, I still act this way, and have no clue why, I feel trapped but at the same time, free, [..more..]
I am confused
I just want to scream at the top of my lungs, because I have so much inside of me that I wish I could say, but sometimes saying that stuff is just not socially acceptable. I am in the best relationship ever, my parents hate him, lifestyle but sometimes I get the urge to just [..more..]
This sucks!
This is the hardest year of my life so far. I feel so lost and disappointed in myself. I thought i was better than this. At least i learned so many things and what flaws i should work to repair. But i lost him. I lost my love. Probably forever. And i miss him so [..more..]
22:24
I have been masturbating over russian honeys, one is called subil arch, god is she hot, in her little black boots. Im ashamed of msyelf for doing this and i need to stop it. I jerk off too much, its so damn wrong of me and i think my balls are starting to hurt i [..more..]
alone..
i feel so lonely lately.Honestly i always felt that way but i always hoped that it would change if i become a student lol. I came here with purpose and hope that i would start everything with blank paper because i always had sort of a social problem. I was shy and not open i [..more..]
I have nothing.
Nothing i have is truly mine, i drive my mothers car, i live in my mothers house, i buy food with my mothers money, the money belongs to the bank, internet is not mine, my friends aint my friends, my father is not mine, my sister has gone, my lovers mind is somewhere else, This [..more..]
I have nothing.
Nothing i have is truly mine, i drive my mothers car, i live in my mothers house, i buy food with my mothers money, the money belongs to the bank, internet is not mine, my friends aint my friends, my father is not mine, my sister has gone, my lovers mind is somewhere else, This [..more..]
Leaving deliberation opponent.
In Africa people are dancing to drum beats natural skins full of energy high level movement In the western world people walk aimlessly around in shopping malls where dido plays if my life is for rent 440 Hz frequency has everyone out of rhythm consuming in shops to make one happy The depression seeps in [..more..]
I’m confused
I don't know what I want to do right now, I have my exams coming up tomorrow and yet I know nothing about the subject at hand and am showing no willingness to do anything about it. I am fed up with my roommate's annoying behavior, I have effectively isolated myself from my friend group, [..more..]