I Need
I dont want, I NEED Someone who will be Beside me Around me Laugh with me Share with me To hold my hand To tell that they’re pretty To say “I love you” and mean it To smile so I won’t be defeated. I need a friend.
Alone
I do not know if it is a blessing or a curse but I always care so much more for the people around me than they care for me. I love to love but sometimes when I just need that one person to be there for me like I wouldn’t hesitate to be there for [..more..]
My future
Well, i want to do something that sets my future, (I’m 11) i wanted to learn the drums but no one helped me get a teacher and a kit, i wanted to take up acting but my dad said its not good, so i don’t have anything to stick with for my whole life! i [..more..]
Take Control…but how?
I’m hoping to do a better job of opening myself to loving myself and trying to accept myself. I think I treat myself pretty damn s***ty. I allow myself to settle far to often. I really do want more for myself. I just allow myself to get caught up on things in my past. I [..more..]
A regular kind of girl
Somewhere in the story everything can change. I feel the need to cry but for some reason I can’t anymore because I know that it’s wrong. I should not be crying over some little thing in my pathetic 17 years of life. I hate it when you tell me you miss me.. Because I am [..more..]
I don’t know what to do
What should I do with my life? People expect me to do different things and some want me to be like them but I can’t figure anything out. School doesn’t teach you s*** all about how to do anything for yourself they just tell you stuff to fill time and I forget half the stuff [..more..]
Confused
It is just so crazy to me. Alex died 4 days ago and literally I can’t go 15 minutes without thinking about him. I find myself wanting to cry, but I can’t. I feel the need to but nothing comes out; no noise or tears. It is odd because I did not cry when other [..more..]
The Girl that no one Remembers…
I was happy. For that one small moment, I was happy. That doesn’t happen to me anymore. I’m not allowed to be happy. People that are like me aren’t allowed to be happy. So, why did you take it away from me? Why did you feel the need to be such a inconsiderate jerk. Why [..more..]
05-06-12(7:49:29)
Aw man, I’m laying in bed listening to pandora, currently listening to the cure, man I haven’t felt like this in a while, I’m so bummed out, I feel lonely, but not the loneliness of the absence of a friend or bf, but the loneliness of just feeling lonely, I haven’t felt like this since [..more..]
06-05-12(7:35:19)
I didn’t choose you. I chose her. And I made the right choice. But you were the right choice too. I can see my life mapped out ahead of me in two different paths. I can see a future with you in it. It’s like this beautiful dream. This beautiful twisted dream because I know [..more..]