I don’t know why, maybe it’s because I really like someone that doesn’t like me back, how naive, maybe it’s just because I am letting everyone down. I want to help others, but I never know what to say. I want to succeed in what I love, but I’m just not getting what I need [..more..]

Sometimes I can’t breath. I feel constricted by my own stupid feelings. Basically, my Dad is really ill. I mean he’s dying. I seem to have an emotional block so I can’t talk to people about how I feel. I just pretend that everything is fine. Everyone thinks I’m so ‘strong’ as they put it [..more..]

Oh s***. I really have noone to talk to. I have friends I guess…but I can’t talk to them about this. I’m so closed in and I can’t get the f*** out of what I caused. I’m the one that ended it, you’d think I’d be okay. But I’m not. I’m f***ing heartbroken, I’ve never [..more..]