socially disfunctional
i’m socially disfunctional. so is my wife. ack. oxymoron. if i’m socially inept, how can i be married. easy. that’s actually the answer. it’s easier to be married than not to be. yeah. that pretty much defines my social disfunction. i have a real hard time with introductions. i cannot initiate a conversation. i’m fully [..more..]
Dream
I’m in class right now and bored as crap so i felt like typing. I’m listening to my favorite song right now your call by Secondhand Serenade <— love them <333. Anyway i can relate to the song my favorite part is i was born to tell you i love you. Those are the words [..more..]
Am I alone?
I am sitting here by myself drinking wine as I’ve done so many nights… I wake up feeling like s*** but continue to do it. I’m in a so called relationship with a man that is so emotionally stunted I can’t even begin to describe. I’ve been in this relationship for 10 years and we [..more..]
What to do?
I have falling for this guy I tried not to but I did. He is sweet, kind, makes me laugh, smile, and he has the most beautiful blue eyes. We started dating and got in a fight because I wanted kids one day. Not now but one day and I tired to leave and he [..more..]
Marriage and Love. What?
Please take note that these thoughts are religious and extremely unorthodox and radical. Some people might think I’m insane. Personally I find it extremely difficult to restrain myself when I hear of adultery, the worst kind of betrayal. I think hateful thoughts and get very angry and wonder if there’s any reason at all to [..more..]
I wish
Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and redo everything. Girl you were my entire world, without you I was/ am completely lost. I hurt you more than any man could bare to live through I will be sorry until the day I die. I wish you had the courage to take me [..more..]
I’m just a girl wanting to be lovely.
I’m in class right now and I couldn’t find anything better to do. I sit behind the class, alone. I’m the girl you don’t see in the hallways.. the one with a wide imagination but can’t tell anyone because they wouldn’t understand.. I’m the one with no words to say, no feelings to express.. Just [..more..]
feeling scared and alone….
I am 21 years old have been diagnosed with skin cancer for the second time, i have been avoiding the doctor because i knew, i am stage 3 and i just feel like i will never be normal its always something, 3 years ago i had to get kidney surgery because i have bad kidneys. [..more..]
Pregnant and Hopeless
I don’t know if anyone will read this, but I need to let it out somewhere. I can’t seem to let go of the pain. I dated this guy for almost a year and he left me a week before the biggest event of my life so far, Basic Combat Training for the Army. I [..more..]
I don’t know, just lonely I think
I just wanted to share what I feel with whoever reads this, Im a gay young boy, Im 19 and I don’t have any problems with my sexual preferences even though here people is quite judging, anyway the problem is that I feel lonely, sometime I really do, men are so empty, I haven’t been [..more..]