Posted by Anonymous on 2012/11/09 under Uncategorized Please take note that these thoughts are religious and extremely unorthodox and radical. Some people might think I’m insane. Personally I find it extremely difficult to restrain myself when I hear of adultery, the worst kind of betrayal. I think hateful thoughts and get very angry and wonder if there’s any reason at all to be in a relationship, because since we’re all rotten inside there’s no guarantee that that person won’t just decide to have an affair with someone else. That’s living in fear, but I don’t see how it matters in the end anyway. We all live, we all die, we all go to our respective places after this world. Our mission is to spread the love of Christ so that as many people as possible have everlasting life in Christ. “When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, “If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.”” It’s absolutely incredible that Jesus could have such mercy and compassion to empathize with someone who committed adultery.
I wish I could see things exactly how He saw them. I never want to get married. I hate the modern idea of marriage. Marriage used to be pure, before Adam and Eve contributed to the ruination of the world. I believe that while they were in the Garden, they only thought of love for each other while having sex – no lust whatsoever. Now it’s impossible to have sex without thinking a lustful thought. Not only that, but I am confident that now there is not one married man or woman in the world who has not had a lustful thought about someone other than his/her spouse. Everyone is guilty of adultery. Everyone is scum. Everyone deserves to die. But not in God’s eyes. In God’s eyes, he loves us so much that he sent his Son to die for us so that, in the end, we could be cleansed of all our sins.
But I am very impatient. I can’t stand this world. Even though I know plenty of very good and loyal Christians, I always see how much utter corruption there is in our so-called “civilized” society. Even though I know married couples that have stayed married for years upon years upon years, make no mistake. They have DESIRED to have sex with SOMEONE ELSE at one point during their marriage. I know this is true because our flaws are practically immeasurable. Tell me there is a man who has not seen a picture of a supposedly “sexy” woman in a bikini and thought something. Tell me there is a woman who has not seen a handsome, strong, rich man and thought something. There is not one. Without God we are nothing more than disgusting animals seeking pleasure in this hideous and fake world that everyone seems to think is reality.
What fools! This world cannot be reality. If everyone would simply open their eyes they would see how fraudulent everything is. No one ever stops and asks “why” for certain things. No one ever asks why an orange is evenly divided into slices. No one ever asks for what purpose plants are green. No one asks why we require the resources we require. No one asks why we require food, energy, and nutrients at all to stay alive. No one ever asks why there are so many other galaxies. Everyone is wrapped up in his/her own little bubble. Everyone is accepting of this world’s properties and rules. No one wants to step out of his/her bubble and see the world for what it is: nothing, an illusion. The only thing worth living for in this world is God, and yet our flaws stop us even from doing that correctly.
Love? There is no genuine love in this world that truly matters except for the love of the Holy Trinity. Every other love is only Earthly and must die after we vanish from this world. The people who go to be with God after they die will experience a new love for one another: brothers and sisters in Christ. That is legitimate love. That is love that cannot be broken in that realm of reality, which is the only true reality. It CAN be broken in this world. In fact it can be broken quite easily. The only undying love is God and the love God creates. While some of that may be inside us as humans, our sin masks it and corrupts it, making us incapable of loving someone absolutely, as God loves us absolutely. After we die, those of us who will go to be with the almighty God will have the ability to love as God loves. We will look at one another and not think of the things that happened in this false world, but of how much we love each other as brothers and sisters in Christ. For this reason I believe there will be no marriage in Heaven. We will all love each other equally. Marriage is an Earthly bond, and has been corrupted ever since Eve and Adam sinned.
-John 8:7