Pokemon was released on my birthday!!!!
I just wanted to say that the day i was born pokemon was born and so it is now my destiny to become a pokemon master 😀
unsure
why am i sad i have the best boyfriend, amazing family, but yet i still feel alone like i’m missing something maybe its because i haven’t seen my boyfriend i a while i dont know… thanks for listening
Accident
I don’t know if you know how much it meant to me that you called to ask what happened. That you’ve held a conversation with me for most of the day. I know you care, and you always have. You said so last night. I’m not just anybody to you; I’m somebody to you, so [..more..]
i feel weird
i feel like there is nothing to do in life. i feel bored. it’s very strange, there is no way to describe it. i go from being happy to this in a short period of time. i sometimes feel like running something across my skin. there is no explaintion as to why i feel like [..more..]
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i wish i could shut out the world…
Black Floors
I wake up in the morning and I walk into the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror, but the person I see staring back at me isn’t there. It isn’t me. I feel so trapped, like I’m on one the outside looking in watching myself try to live. I feel sometimes that the [..more..]
a new chapter
i have had my up in downs in relationships but maybe this time i have it right. i scared to say it to anyone, i don’t have any friends i trust. but the way he makes me feel its so amazing hes always there no matter what. i’m praying hes not just a good actor,and [..more..]
hearts..
Just two days ago my 12 year old sister had to have a balloon cath put into one of her heart valves to try to clear up some blockage. Luckily it was successful and took the blockage from 80% down to 14%. The very next day my fiance of two years gets an eco done [..more..]
Ugh
I get hurt so easily by little things that people say.
Alone.
I feel so apart from people. I look around and see the people around me laughing and talking with each of their friends. I am always surrounded by those people, unintentionally mocking me with their happiness and friendship while I stand alone, unseen and unwanted. If only I could be truly invisible, then I could [..more..]