Posted by Anonymous on 2012/11/09 under Uncategorized I am sitting here by myself drinking wine as I’ve done so many nights… I wake up feeling like s*** but continue to do it. I’m in a so called relationship with a man that is so emotionally stunted I can’t even begin to describe. I’ve been in this relationship for 10 years and we are entertainers so everything has been based around nigtclubs, pubs and friendships that rely on that. I’m totally over it and 10 years later I find myself an alcoholic who has suffered mental abuse from my partner leaving me feeling totally unacceptable and worthless. becasue of this I feel like I’m totally stuck, I have four cats and I know people will just go get rid of them, but they have been my lifeline since I got here and I have 3 generations – I love them they are my babies. I spend all my baby producting years with this man, I’m feeeling so sad and I probably sound like a hopeless case but I just needed to vent and maybe be a warning for any woman that is willing to put her life of hold for a man. Unless your willing to forgo having children, really think, weigh up all your options and don’t wait for a guy that you think will change their mind or do it in a few years