Lost
Im so very lost right now. Im 19 live with my boyfriend. We have been together for 4 years. No children not married. We have been not getting along lately and were never really home to see eachother at nights. An old friend messaged me and says he has and had feelings for me. Well [..more..]
the future (as of now)
The day I knew things would change in drastic ways came after my encounter with illegal drugs a few months back. I stood there and looked at myself. It was time to change, and quickly. With the aid of 4 or so manipulative girls, I had my mindset changed and my traits altered. From a [..more..]
A Life Remembered
I know I’m a stranger, just another nameless shadow passing by your life. But I would rather share this with you, than somebody who knows of my crooked nose. Maybe they had it right all along: “Give a man a mask and he’ll tell you the truth”. I used to feel so down all the [..more..]
Down-cycle
There seems to be a pattern to life, like the happier you are results in a bigger sadness when the time comes. Like a roller-coaster, ups and down. The main problem is lack of communication that’s got me down recently. Both from my family and my friends. A lot of my friends I was very [..more..]
Its just those rainy days
It’s just those rainy days, Spend a lifetime tryin to wash away until the sun comes out and shines again. Smile for me, Smile for me its all those rainy days, leaving people feeling like they’ve just washed away, smile for me smile For me
Well f*** you too
f*** you too, the only reason i even think about going to some other state was to f***ing meet you. my hopes high as heaven while im planning, bugging my mum for almost a year if we could even go. than i thought i would ask you, see if you would like to meet up, [..more..]
I hope
I hope I can make it. I hope it won’t consume me. I hope I can stay in control. I hope I’ll grow stonger. I hope I’ll have restraint. I hope I’ll say no. I hope I’m sure. I hope I succeed. I hope I’ll be happy. I hope I’m not mistaken. I hope I’m [..more..]
No One Will Ever Love Me
I am very insecure, very shy, and do not like myself at all. I realized that no one can love me. because even I can’t love me. I am scared to let myself go and I have a super low self esteem. I want to be perfect all the time and it never works out [..more..]
Me …
For many years i have been hiding the true me from other people because i dont like change – ive learnt that change can be a good thing; i am just too scared to do anything about it … lets just say i have multiple personalities as im a very good at acting and amazing [..more..]
Did I Take a Wrong Turn?
I’m a creative person. My mind is unlike any other’s. I can sing a little bit, but if I had a vocal coach, I could do a little better. I’m also very good at writing almost anything in any genre with a good ease, but I’m going to this one school. It’s a STEM school, [..more..]