i dont know what to think.. (a vent..)
To be honest this is going to be my first time writing something on here.. I just need to vent some but I feel like typing it out instead of sitting there with a piece of paper in front of me.. (no judge please ;-;) well, ok.. Ive been sort of down lately.. like I’m [..more..]
The Two Kinds of Love
Hello whoever is reading this. I hope you had a great day or might only have a great day yet! Anyway, something that I wanted to write about was desire. And yes, I mean lust by that. It’s not like I had this thought in my head for days or weeks, but I kinda started [..more..]
Help
I don’t know anymore I just feel ugly more and more each day. I feel more unhappy it hurts to even smile know. I just feel like im about to breakdown I really cant take it anymore.
Lost but Happy.?
July 9, 2013 Am i really just that easy to give up. I fight for so much everyday, and in the end i always lose. Its a constant battle with myself. I want to make other people happy. I like to make other people laugh, and make sure everyone else is having the time of [..more..]
Understanding me…
I cry when I get yelled at. I cry when I’m not succeeding my expectations. People’s expectations ,in which I’ve let down, is like an annoying bug that won’t leave you ALONE. I constantly think about a mistake…all day long. Weeks. Months. Years… Though judgement will always be a part of your life, it’s terrifying [..more..]
my eating disorder
Hey guys, I thought I should write my problem down here so you can read it. Or so I know that at least someone knows about me, so whoever is reading this now… Thank you, it means a lot. I developed my eating disorder about 8 years ago, when my parents split up. I thought [..more..]
I hate me allot
I hate myself a lot. More like I hate my body allot. I have been running 3K each day for a while and it really got me tired but I was determine to lose weight so I continued. Today I weighed my self expecting good results but all what I lost was 1/2 a kilogram. [..more..]
FEEL LIKE TALKING?
hey everybody, felt like writing and why not here? thought we could have a conversation, talk about anything really. i can tell you a little about myself… i’m a girl and i’m 17 (almost 18, can’t wait) and i live in Sweden, that means very far up north. it’s summer now though, love it. feel [..more..]
College
I’m applying to colleges in August. I am so nervous because I am a terrible test taker, so my scores are not so great. I’d say they’re average, or a little below average. Anyway, I’m stuck. I’m supposed to be writing my last college admission essay and I can’t seem to let anything out – [..more..]
H E L P
I have a terrible writer’s block but an obsession with writing letters. Does that make any sense? I can’t seem to be able to write anything since March and I can’t live without writing so I guess I decided letters would help me ease the desire to write. I keep thinking I am going out [..more..]