my eating disorder
Hey guys, I thought I should write my problem down here so you can read it. Or so I know that at least someone knows about me, so whoever is reading this now… Thank you, it means a lot. I developed my eating disorder about 8 years ago, when my parents split up. I thought [..more..]
I hate me allot
I hate myself a lot. More like I hate my body allot. I have been running 3K each day for a while and it really got me tired but I was determine to lose weight so I continued. Today I weighed my self expecting good results but all what I lost was 1/2 a kilogram. [..more..]
FEEL LIKE TALKING?
hey everybody, felt like writing and why not here? thought we could have a conversation, talk about anything really. i can tell you a little about myself… i’m a girl and i’m 17 (almost 18, can’t wait) and i live in Sweden, that means very far up north. it’s summer now though, love it. feel [..more..]
College
I’m applying to colleges in August. I am so nervous because I am a terrible test taker, so my scores are not so great. I’d say they’re average, or a little below average. Anyway, I’m stuck. I’m supposed to be writing my last college admission essay and I can’t seem to let anything out – [..more..]
H E L P
I have a terrible writer’s block but an obsession with writing letters. Does that make any sense? I can’t seem to be able to write anything since March and I can’t live without writing so I guess I decided letters would help me ease the desire to write. I keep thinking I am going out [..more..]
Obsessed over him
I am obsessed with my best friend. He is leaving school and I can’t bear the idea of never seeing him again. He used to give such great advice and now that he’s gone I find myself talking to him in my head. Imagining what he would say about the matter. I need serious help.
Second Hand Sorrow
This disdain seems passed down The frail, withered photographs tell me so Not a single smile, these eyes are not meant for sparkling Waking with winos who sit on the couch like albinos Afraid of the world that lingers like a bad gift liverwurst wrapped in a box Time to unravel Something aches in my [..more..]
It’s not always this way
Listening to piano diddles A cat in the middle when did these scribbles turn so passively predictable?
What am i gonna do now?
I cant stand the thought of living.. But now I dont think I can kill myself anymore. Ive tried many times before, and now I just cant go through the failure again. Waking up with people around me crying. I dont want to see the ones I love hurt anymore. And when I know I [..more..]
do i want to be happy?
Last month i started on these depression pills. I think they are starting to work now. I don’t feel sad, but not happy either. Just this weird emptiness inside. I feel like something important is missing. I had my depression for about 3 years, and now that I don’t feel it I feel lost. I’d [..more..]