Him
Im afraid that we want different things. We do. I want him as much as he wants me. I want him to cherish and love, to be the man that makes me happy and hugs me as I cry. He wants me as the girl who satisfies his desires. I know he wants more than [..more..]
hey Erika? -Z
maybe we can just comment back and forth here? then we don’t have to worry about the log on thing? i don’t know if you’re still here, it’s just not wanting to let me log into the chat
Well, idk
even if the stars and moon collide, I never want you back into my life You can take your words and all your lies, oh oh oh I really don’t care
So, there’s a boy…
Really wishing guys weren’t so complicated right now, haha. So this guy I like, has liked me since 7th grade. I’m going to be a freshman this fall. He always flirted, lalala. Well, during the eight grade school year, he wanted to ask me out. And of course, my stupid self, didn’t like him at [..more..]
Emptiness without a reason
How many of you have ever felt lonely? Empty? Or feel an aching void in your heart and your soul? These feelings are frightening. This is how I’ve been feeling. And you know what the scariest part about all of it is? I can’t think of one main good reason. I have a family, a [..more..]
i dont know what to think.. (a vent..)
To be honest this is going to be my first time writing something on here.. I just need to vent some but I feel like typing it out instead of sitting there with a piece of paper in front of me.. (no judge please ;-;) well, ok.. Ive been sort of down lately.. like I’m [..more..]
The Two Kinds of Love
Hello whoever is reading this. I hope you had a great day or might only have a great day yet! Anyway, something that I wanted to write about was desire. And yes, I mean lust by that. It’s not like I had this thought in my head for days or weeks, but I kinda started [..more..]
Help
I don’t know anymore I just feel ugly more and more each day. I feel more unhappy it hurts to even smile know. I just feel like im about to breakdown I really cant take it anymore.
Lost but Happy.?
July 9, 2013 Am i really just that easy to give up. I fight for so much everyday, and in the end i always lose. Its a constant battle with myself. I want to make other people happy. I like to make other people laugh, and make sure everyone else is having the time of [..more..]
Understanding me…
I cry when I get yelled at. I cry when I’m not succeeding my expectations. People’s expectations ,in which I’ve let down, is like an annoying bug that won’t leave you ALONE. I constantly think about a mistake…all day long. Weeks. Months. Years… Though judgement will always be a part of your life, it’s terrifying [..more..]