Posted by Anonymous on 2013/07/11 under Uncategorized Im afraid that we want different things.
We do.
I want him as much as he wants me.
I want him to cherish and love, to be the man that makes me happy and hugs me as I cry.
He wants me as the girl who satisfies his desires.
I know he wants more than that but he is as afraid as I am to show his true emotions because of the girl who last broke his heart.
The girl for which I have to be the one who repairs the damage she left.
He’s afraid to trust and know that I’m not going to break his heart, and I’m afraid he never will.
I like him a lot but were not a couple, yet.
He’s not sure on what he wants and I’m determined to get what I want.
I explained to him that I will wait but not for long.
The more I wait the more it will hurt if he makes up his mind on what he wants out of this.
I am majorly afraid of what he really wants because lately all I can think of is Him.
Unfortunately I was in the same position as you about 6 months ago. I just got out of a incredibly toxic relationship when I met my boyfriend I am with today. I was not expecting it at all, it was so soon after a relationship that made me feel I never wanted to be in one again. My new boyfriend was into me and I knew it. However, still was so broken from his first and only girlfriend cheating on him. You can imagine the spot I’m tryi g to take on, like I had to regain his trust from a relationship with his first love. But trust me, if you can (no matter how you’re really feeling) put faith in the situation and give time it almost always works itself out. I also wouldn’t bring it up very often.. At all. As much as it bothers you which I understand the more the topic is boughten up, the more sour it will go. Be patient, have faith a d hopefully it works out for you as it did for me. Y boyfriend and I are in love and although it took time it was so worth it and we have a great relationship.