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Posted by on 2013/07/10 under Uncategorized

Hey guys, I thought I should write my problem down here so you can read it. Or so I know that at least someone knows about me, so whoever is reading this now… Thank you, it means a lot. I developed my eating disorder about 8 years ago, when my parents split up. I thought it was my fault, and from then on I saw myself as horrible and worthless and had really negative views about myself. One day I thought that maybe if I became a better person things would get better, more people would like me and I’d be accepted more. I started to really hate myself and began to self harm as a result. I found that this helped me to cope so I carried on doing it. Gradually before I knew it though, I became obsessive about food, and lowered my calorie intake, I got anorexia and refused to eat for days on end. Recently some really s***ty things have happened that have really upset me and turned my life around literally. And now I’m finding it really hard to cope again and I have already got it into my head that I’m going to starve myself for the next three days, even writing this makes me smile…because I know that when I finnish these 3 days ill be so proud of myself 🙂

Wish me luck

And comment and help me and give advice.

Thanks for listening

Jade xxxx

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