Am I a lesbian??? :s
I’m not sure but my friend(were both girls) has been acting weird lately. Actually she has been since we became friends. I started to like her fantasize about her (even dreamed about her once) and it felt wrong but at the same time it felt right. My other friend told her that I liked her [..more..]
Frustration
Dear World, WHY do you do this to me! I am sick and tired of not being good enough. Every time I try to connect with someone there is ALWAYS someone better. I like them and I get the impression that they like me back, but when I take a second look, I realize that [..more..]
Losing my best friends
I have known 2 of my best friends for like more than 15 yrs or so. We met in high school, and we talked about everything from stupid jokes, crazy ideas, love life and whatever. Even tho we are best friends, we argue and so since we 3 have quite strong personalities indeed. We’ve been [..more..]
To Angelisse…
Ugh. I don’t feel welcome anymore. And yeah I never know what I’m saying so you can ignore this if you want, I’m not asking for anything, I just hate bottling up emotions for some reason. Why didn’t you offer to make me a mod when we joined that new wiki? Why did you ask [..more..]
Waking up crying
Has anyone ever cried in their dream, when discovered tears streaming down their eyes when they woke up? I experienced that this morning. I was downright sobbing. I had to stop myself and realize that this was a carryover from my subconscious. I’m otherwise happy and satisfied with how my life has been lately after [..more..]
What do I do?
I’ve never felt this way before. Feeling like there’s nothing to live for, ya know? I’m not really depressed, per say. But I mean…I think about dying and I feel like no one would care. Like no one would even notice. I’ve cut a lot lately, but it doesn’t really make me feel better. I [..more..]
[Updated] List of Games that run on SIS M661MX Graphics Card. {By the way, this card has no shader support, no nothing. Just direct3d support}
Well, you may all be happy with all your awesome f***ing PC with NVidia and other s***, but when you are stuck with a s***ty graphics card like the one I mentioned above, you sure as hell become a torrent freak!! Yeah, and the best way to know what games run on your PC is [..more..]
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I just — can’t trust you anymore… and it’s due to reasons like these… a******…
i really don’t have a meaning to live anymore?
yeah like the title says it all.. I’m a completely disaster! i hate my life, I’m always feeling miserable, my parents don’t give a s*** about me. Don’t tell me to find a reason to live because thats bull. I just really don’t know what to do anymore, i cant describe this hopelessness feeling i [..more..]
The Older Man
Okay… So I was at a golf tournament earlier today. I checked in and went over by the hitting range and practiced. Since my money didn’t get in on time, I couldn’t play. But, I knew the head person really well, So they set me up at a hole with my sister. When the horn [..more..]