mind games
mind plays its games when i’m at peace it will suddenly remind of bad things of past. humiliation and what ppl might think of me. bad company how ppl influenced me and all that i went through. I have to forgive, untie those ties those associations. They did me no good. I’m a soul i [..more..]
Come on already
It has been over 3 weeks with no work. This is just ridiculous. I got two more weeks before I move to my next location and if I move with no sign of work in the next area, I have no plan after that. I never saw myself even aging to 29 and now its [..more..]
Becoming An Adult
It has never ceased to amaze me how often I find myself surprised at how many friends. relatives, and strangers can make their lives so much harder than it really needs to be. Im 16 and although I don’t have any plans to go to college I must say that I honestly can’t wait until [..more..]
I don’t even….
Saw a list of “the best cosplays” clicked on it, went through it, saw some amazing work. So much work on the outfits, so much time for the cosplayers to get ready and have everything done to the very alst detail. Than I read comments and surprise surprise, the most loved cosplay is of a [..more..]
Superiority complex
I am so competitive. I make life into a huge game with a trophy at the end that I don’t want, but need to obtain. I have a strong addiction to being better than others, and I don’t know where it steamed from. I have tried to suppress it but it has always been inside [..more..]
Sweet Sixteen and Never Been Kissed (or touched, or loved)
I turned sixteen last November. And I have never had a boyfriend. Never had a boy like me. Never held hands. Never been kissed. Of course it hurts. Everyone I know has been kissed at least. And I have to hear all these people talking about their first kisses and boyfriends. I do not have [..more..]
Live Beyond Your Feelings
Feelings will come and go. We can’t escape them, but we can choose to live by God’s Word and not our feelings. Even when it doesn’t feel right, we can live with an incredible peace and joy. I encourage you read the bible. Pray! He, The Holy Spirit, Jesus Christ, will help you live beyond [..more..]
I love you
Of course I still love you.. There’s just no way of saying it without being misunderstood..
I just want the perfect girl…
I’m a little different. I’m too cool to be weird but too weird to be cool. I want a girl who is cute but likes Doctor Who and Sherlock and video games. I know she’s out there somewhere, I want to find her. I want to know true love.
That Guy You Miss So Much
It’s summer now… Everybody is supposed to be happy, cheerful, and full of light. Well, not me that much. Around my friends and family, I always have this bright smile on my face and my laughter is contagious. But, when I’m alone.. I miss this one guy at our school. He was the funniest guy [..more..]