mind plays its games when i’m at peace it will suddenly remind of bad things of past. humiliation and what ppl might think of me. bad company how ppl influenced me and all that i went through.
I have to forgive, untie those ties those associations. They did me no good. I’m a soul i belong to m Lord’s feet, there is no other place, no other place. I surrender myself, my mind, body, soul, heart at my Lord’s feet.
please dont let my wrongdoings come between us, please never ever push me away from you. I have come to you after a lot of pain and hurt, please never ever leave me even for a moment.