Frustrated
I am just beyoooond frustrated and have been like all day long. I don’t really even know why. Just about everything has bothered me, or brought me down or just driven me up a wall. This confusion with my online Stats course and financial aid for grad school and not being able to even register [..more..]
the little tree
Okay guys I know this story is kinda lame,but just go with it okay? There was once a very small tree in a thick dark forest. The other trees would tease and pick on this certain tree for fun, calling it shorty and good for nothing. Little did they know that their words were rotting [..more..]
Love F***ing Sucks
This summer, I traveled to my old town where i used to live and, i fell deeply in love with some guy who used to be my best friend, we both liked each other but we both didn’t know. Skinny love kind of thing. Anyways after i left town to go back to where i [..more..]
WHY?
i know no one on this knows me but im tierrd of every one assumig things about me . why cant they stop and listen i just want to get a long but i cant . why arent i popular i dress and ac t the same why even when im surrounded by people do [..more..]
Getting stronger
I feel stronger than ever, physically and mentally. I’ve really come to realize that once you have something you really enjoy and love, take hold and never let go. Someday, I’ll be able to say the same thing about someONE. And a part of me is sorry that after so many years, it wasn’t you.
Why can’t they understand?
First thing they do scold me humiliate me n then scold me again for crying just because i cry all the time whenever they scold me they think i’m weak ilm not strong enough they belittle me and they make me feel like i’m worthless yes dad im talking about you you call me stupid [..more..]
after betraying
after betraying me, you again started to msg me to see if i was a fool enough to fall for him again. yes i was a fool biggest fool to fall for him the first time. I was so lonely, pathetic, low self esteem, i let him do all that. even after that he was [..more..]
We went too fast…… didn’t we?
I loved you Gabriel. I honestly did. No matter how mean or moody I get, I will always love you. What happened to you? You used to be so faithful and committed to me. You loved going anywhere with me. We used to text all day. We used to have those karaoke nights during the [..more..]
Going to explode if I don’t get this out :(
Okay, all my life I have been extreamly sensitive and I live up to the typical explanation of a cancer star sign. I love my family a lot but everything is being torn apart. Lets start with my brother, he used to be a sweet and curious boy, he’s 4years older then me and I [..more..]
Life’s a trip..
You know life’s a trip. Sometimes I walk down my street at night with my headphones plugged in listening to music. I like how the cold feels against my skin for se reason it’s feels good you know? Then I get to thinking as I am walking “am I really alive? Am I really “living” [..more..]