Posted by Anonymous on 2013/07/15 under Uncategorized You know life’s a trip. Sometimes I walk down my street at night with my headphones plugged in listening to music. I like how the cold feels against my skin for se reason it’s feels good you know? Then I get to thinking as I am walking “am I really alive? Am I really “living” as people say?” Because f*** sometimes life gets to you. I’m 20 gonna turn 21 next year nd I’m already here questioning my life what do I want to do with my life is the question I want answered. I’m just writing down stuff that comes to mind I have so much s*** going through my brain right now. I’m thinking about my girl best friend goddamn don’t get me started on her I f***ing like her can you f***ing believe it?! Well I guess you can say its not that hard to believe it haha. It sucks man it really does I like her so f***ing much you have no idea. Sad s*** about this is she friend zoned me -___-t I try so hard not to like show that I like her but sometimes it comes out haha. I wish I had the balls to ask her but then again she told me I’m like a brother to her -_- that s*** hurt man :/ my dreams shattered boom poof gone when she said those words. I try to I respect. her about her what she said tho like aight I respect that but then again it ain’t -.- I’ve know her for awhile nd I guess you can say I’ve grown to like her.. A lot.. She seems so perfect for me she likes everything I do well also everything haha but still she’s amazing funny gorgeous smart and an amazing cook haha. She’s basically perfect in my opinion sometimes I feel like f*** it ill ask her but then I get to thinking like damn she’s my friend too I don’t want to lose her if I ask this question nd that’s what stops me from asking her. What should I do? Someone tell me please 🙁 it’s killing me I even get jealous when I see her with other guys -.- I know that’s too far but it’s gotten to there I don’t know if this is bad or good.