Posted by Anonymous on 2013/07/12 under Uncategorized I’m a creative person. My mind is unlike any other’s. I can sing a little bit, but if I had a vocal coach, I could do a little better. I’m also very good at writing almost anything in any genre with a good ease, but I’m going to this one school. It’s a STEM school, but my choices weren’t in the “Arts” range. I’m zoned for two schools, but one of them is really bad, old, trashy, and not my style; the STEM school is new, big, and awesome. I chose to take up the choice of Environmental Science… I seriously don’t want to do this and I’m regretting to go to this school. I feel as if I’ll be stuck with this forever. Singing and writing is where my heart is, but I’m being pushed down a path I don’t want to go on. I was told that when people graduate, it was hard for some to take on another occupation- an occupation they wanted to do in the beginning, but had limited options like I. It hurts me reaaaaaaaly badly. I mean, this is my first year in high school. I have to stay here on the path on Environmental Science for years. At the same time, I’m learning a different language. Korean. My dream is to sing and write things that’ll make people happy and someday move to Seoul, but I feel as if that dream is very distant. I think I’m stuck. I guess this is a reality check. Is this really my destiny, what I’m meant to do? I don’t even like going outside, so what makes anyone think I’d like to succeed in environmental science?! After all the hard work I’ve done, this is what I’m stuck with? Is this really what I want? I’m starting to question my life ^-^ But maybe, just to not fuss and worry about it, I’ll just quit what I was doing altogether just like I did art… Maybe it’ll be better that way.