16-02-12(0:15:29)
So one of my goals of the new year was to get a boyfriend. Yesterday, Valentines Day, that goal was accomplished. Everything happen so quickly. We’ve texted a few times and never’ve gotten to hang out outside of school. I sent an anonymous flower to his class yesterday and eventually he figured out it was [..more..]
13-02-12(6:01:37)
I feel so unwanted right now. Unwanted, unloved and useless. All because of you. All because I loved you. It’s been nine weeks since you broke up with me. Now you complain on Facebook about being single? You’re slowly and repeatedly breaking my heart. I don’t want to love you anymore. I HATE IT!! I [..more..]
10-02-12(21:11:38)
Well our chats have been even more fewer than normal since that night…Well your return messages anyway… I try to start up a conversation and you ignore me.So then i just end up sending how i feel about you and what i would like..I wrote to you last tuesday that it has been a week [..more..]
09-02-12(5:34:45)
You want the truth? fine. i still like you, maybe even love you, but what do i know. even after an entire year. and i miss you, a lot. the answer is yes, i am heartbroken and completely devastated that youre going out with my “friend” now. that effing whorebag. everytime i see her youre [..more..]
09-02-12(3:02:50)
i wish that we could just be friends. cut all the crap about relationships and looking cool. just friends. i like us better that way. why can’t you? i don’t want to hurt you but i feel that no matter what, you will end up with your heart broken.
09-02-12(2:58:52)
its just one of those nights where i miss you so much it hurts. i’m mad that your life ended this way, in such a preventable way. but i’m more mad at the fact that i won’t get another conversation with you. another music battle where we try to outdo each other with hipster bands [..more..]
08-02-12(5:17:13)
Too many thoughts going on in my head right now. I can’t think straight. Today’s been a bad day. So many things have happened. But through it all, I only seem to think about you. It’s been two months since I’ve last seen or heard from you. Whenever you pop up in my mind, I [..more..]
08-02-12(5:12:18)
Too many thoughts going on in my head right now. I can’t think straight. Today’s been a bad day. So many things have happened. But through it all, I only seem to think about you. It’s been two months since I’ve last seen or heard from you. Whenever you pop up in my mind, I [..more..]
05-02-12(20:11:10)
I Dont have depression but somehow i always hated my life and i wanted to end it all. I just want a place to escape my horrible life.I hate it so much. I feel like im trapped in a big black box where there’s no way out. Sometimes I feel like im in a big [..more..]
03-02-12(2:47:01)
You know i realised a while back that i could never live my life the way i always dreamed it to be. i just wanted a simple life just get married have a couple of kids not work my ass off just get a job that the pay was average have a couple of close [..more..]