08-03-12(21:35:33)
i really did miss you, not the way u try to be pervetic.love is really playing a joke, and the joke is on me. And i found out the last time we talk. these love couples are happy… for now.
06-03-12(12:57:52)
The way i’m living my life at the moment is killing me. I can’t take the stress and the lack of sleep anymore, i’m so tired but I can’t rest, the only way I can relax is to smoke weed, which is never something I thought would happen to me. E
03-03-12(4:02:08)
I’m trying really hard to not judge anything in a negative way. Everything has beauty and purpose and everybody has flaws and things that only they can bring to this world. And I think self-acceptance is a huge problem for our generation right now. We should all try to better ourselves, yes, but it comes [..more..]
02-03-12(5:13:20)
My beliefs are the most freeing and the most caging things in my life. When I was a kid, I could point to someone else and say, I am this way because they told me to be this way. I can’t do that anymore. I have to point to the bible and say, I am [..more..]
02-03-12(1:57:45)
I hate it how things are so different. I want it the way it used to be. You and me. I love the way you looked into my eyes. I miss that. Last night when i talked to you, it was like old times. When you said you had to go, I said goodbye, You [..more..]
29-02-12(11:01:41)
What is it in life we seek? It’s different for everyone and not one person wants exactly the same thing. I have thought about this many times and it still doesn’t seem any easier. One person to the next has different thoughts on almost everything. Some people want that perfect family life where they have [..more..]
28-02-12(15:17:08)
I feel like I’m going to explode. I hate those people that just get stuff handed to them on a plate and then throw a strop when something doesnt go their way because they haven’t pulled their weight or done what they’re supposed to do. F*** I need to make a blog. F***LIFE
24-02-12(4:41:03)
I’m sad. I have no reason to be sad, I’m just sad. I dislike feeling the way I feel. I dislike being the person I am. I say all the wrong things…. feel all the wrong things… am all the wrong things. I’m pathetic and disgusting. I’m disappointing and annoying.
21-02-12(23:39:21)
Every time when i do something wrong to my mom by ecsident sometimes io want to say a bad wrod to her and thats very bad the DEVIL is doing some thing to me and i hate it.I dont want to say it i just got bad mind.i wish i was a dancer but my [..more..]
17-02-12(2:41:41)
I absolutely abhor school. I’m not like one of those rebel kids who just say that because they want to hangout and do nothing all day. That’s actually not the case at all. My life goal is to become a fashion merchandiser and I feel like the younger I start the more competitive of a [..more..]