16-04-12(22:57:37)
i wish i was a happy, secure, popular person. right now i feel so depressed and ready to cry. i am so jealous of confident, funny people who have loads of friends and a really carefree attitude. i care too much about little things. i think too much and do too little. my life is [..more..]
05-04-12(20:33:50)
Why everything is so hard to understand, and even you don’t want to understand. Everything is mess and you try to find some serenity in it. All new is all to be understood in any way you will try to and you can or you will, whatever you are feeling to do with it. But [..more..]
05-04-12(3:37:38)
In this diagram of concepts, each “bubble” or circle represents an idea, or concept. If “blue” were the circle, for example, it would include all things relating to blue, or just general blueness. Within this diagram there is the Puritan society which is connected with stability, theocracy and civilization as well as Hester Prynne as [..more..]
04-04-12(23:51:13)
I’m lonely. I feel as if there’s no way else to put it. I believe in God, I am surrounded by a huge, caring family, I’ve got tons of friends…. But still I’m lonely. It’s more of a guy lonely really. I miss my future husband to the limits of human possibility. I’m not quite [..more..]
04-04-12(22:49:41)
Crap! I just can’t believe it! Today, I finally get the letter to weather I’ll get into A magnet high school or not! I was expecting either a yes or no, nothing more, nothing less. I read the stupid letter and I got a f***ing ALTERNATE POOL for all three of my choices! DAMMIT! I [..more..]
04-04-12(22:42:24)
Not even sure where to begin…So I’ll start off with how baffled I am at how indifferent so many on this earth are. I dont understand this indifference, and why so many just do not care about anybody else but their own wants, and desires. Seems to me evil has so deeply entered the hearts [..more..]
04-04-12(15:58:07)
Right well, somehow I have been surviving without any income for 6 months!!! It was awesome while it lasted, but guess what my dumb ass didnt do anything to solidify my carefree lifestyle. Not good, now I owe money to a whole s*** load of creditors, and all I want to do is find a [..more..]
03-04-12(20:39:01)
So i dance me and my cousins but we dont have a camera that will record so we cant post them on youtube or anything we live in maryland and cant go to California/LA so people can see how good we are. We tryed to go for the scream tour but we notice how hard [..more..]
03-04-12(3:42:19)
Its hard to admit, but my personality has changed. I can pin point when I became unhappy. To the day. Something subconsciously changed within me, reflecting back its pretty clear, though at the time, I couldn’t see it. Now with all the time in the world after losing my job that I have invested 5 [..more..]
28-03-12(22:27:20)
i always have those daydreams that prevent my from thinking….i feel like i’m wasting my life daydreaming. Lately I’ve been feeling very frustrated. I don’t know which way I’ll go after high school. I’ve always been very indecisive (which is also a very big problem) and whenever i have to choose between two things it [..more..]