I am my own friend !
I Love myself , i tell myself from right from wrong, i tell myself to be strong . I comfort my self , cause theres no one to make me feel loved .its likw wtf am i living for , when im always unhappy ! I know suicide is a sin , but i just [..more..]
I am tired
Here is a piece of my life. I know a lot of people have it worse than I but I cannot help but feel worried. So it is has always been my mother and I. People come and people go. But we are a team alway dusting ourselves off and standing back up sadly things [..more..]
I don’t know what to do
What should I do with my life? People expect me to do different things and some want me to be like them but I can’t figure anything out. School doesn’t teach you s*** all about how to do anything for yourself they just tell you stuff to fill time and I forget half the stuff [..more..]
Dog Eat Dog (
Why? Why did she make fun of my mental illness (depression) she has been my friend for four years FOUR years. She knows about what went on in school. How people what tell me to kill myself and call me stupid and retard. She has depression why doesn’t she understand how serious mental illness is? [..more..]
once upon a time
once upon a time i truely believed i would be happy one day and that things would get better. now I am at the point where i dont know what to do with my life, at all. expecially my relationship. i love this idiot more than anything and i get nothing in return. he doesnt [..more..]
I want to write my thoughts – Does everyone think this way? Would someone want to know mine?
In a song there’s a place- there’s a time- a moment- a memory-a picture- a life time- a lesson-an experience-How can that fit all in 5 minutes? I think its insane that you can reduce a life time to the length of a song-Do you ever wonder how you come up with your dreams?- I [..more..]
I want to write my thoughts – Does everyone think this way? Would someone want to know mine?
Does time truly heal all wounds? Could you ever imagine having amnesia? To forget your entire life- How much of it is forgetting life- or forgetting memories? What if there was a medical way to create an amnesia experience- Would you ever choose to forget your past?- To imagine something away is different-But to rightfully [..more..]
I want to write my thoughts – Does everyone think this way? Would someone want to know mine?
How content are you really?- You are only as content as another lets you be- Disturbance of peace- The moment when you start questioning your sanity- Are you just ignorant or did s*** really just come out of no where? – Is there someone out there that has never told a lie?- Why are we [..more..]
I want to write my thoughts – Does everyone think this way? Would someone want to know mine?
Wow what a day-first experience of the day- Starring off into the parking lot watching the water puddles dance as the rain filled them- The action of filling something- Time lapse captures that beauty- Time lapse of something :growing, living and decomposing – What a strange feeling- My day reminded me that when you question [..more..]
I want to write my thoughts – Does everyone think this way? Would someone want to know mine?
My boss got his holga camera today- The pictures are so beautiful- Beautiful is such a wonderful word- I’m fixing to get a holga camera- It’ll inspire me- I always wonder if there is someone out there that thinks exactly the way I do- I can believe that someone in the world shares my thoughts [..more..]