10-12-11(5:55:56)
i dont understand why my family just cant accept me for who i am. I work extremely hard in school and I always do the right thing. I consider myself a good person with good values and morals, but i just cant ever seem to please them– my mom, my dad, and my older sister [..more..]
08-12-11(0:38:35)
y does he always make dumb comments about everything….he always makes me feel dum, thats why i dont share my ideas often/…. he says he loves me but for some reason he always manages to make me feel less… one day he told me that im ok but i can be “better” i just needed [..more..]
06-12-11(5:14:19)
my name is Paul Garcia and this year i see all these people wearing warm cloths having nice thing’s and family loving them having a good time not having to worry about how there going to eat or how they are going to get somwhere… that used to be me. im 16 years old and [..more..]
03-12-11(5:21:02)
Just because he’s older than I am doesn’t mean that I can’t still like him. I’ll miss him so much. I know I’ll see him see him, but I just wish he knew how I felt about him. I just want him to say, “I like you too”, or “I don’t like you like that”. [..more..]
28-11-11(12:40:30)
Why?! She’s my best friend, so why?! She always tells me she doesn’t like drama, and criticizes others if they cause, but this time it’s her and it’s making me feel like I should just run away-far way. It started on the last day before thanksgiving break, so I’ve had plenty of time to think [..more..]
17-11-11(9:54:16)
my mind blocked out everything but then it all came back at me at once, now my wrists are bleeding and its so hard to stop. I just want to cut away everything I feel dirty I feel like my skin just needs to be hacked at. Is that the only way I can get [..more..]
15-11-11(8:01:52)
i was 15 when i started working.., job, studies, family responsibilities..,supporting family in all of that i forgot to make friends…now if i look at myself 26 years old.., i am so alone ..don’t even have single friend to talk…every week i open some social network account hoping that i will find some to talk…but [..more..]
10-11-11(6:50:44)
every day is just a pain to live through. I see you in everywhere i go, its like im being tormented by your memories. I don’t know what else to do, i feel like i do not deserve this. i love you so much it breaks my heart to pieces, and everyday i pick them [..more..]
01-11-11(5:52:10)
saw you yesterday and yes you saw me but you chose to look the other way… I want so much to walk away and forget you but its just no that easy and for the life of me I dont know why I just cant do it…………..how do I do it…. Its not like your [..more..]
31-10-11(6:05:10)
I hate my life. I have tried so hard for so long not to. I have it easy, nothing necessarily traumatizing has ever happened to me. My problem is that I am too aware. I am too aware of my faults, but the ones I can’t necessarily change unless I just hide from people altogether. [..more..]