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Posted by on 2012/02/13 under Uncategorized

I feel so unwanted right now. Unwanted, unloved and useless. All because of you. All because I loved you. It’s been nine weeks since you broke up with me. Now you complain on Facebook about being single? You’re slowly and repeatedly breaking my heart. I don’t want to love you anymore. I HATE IT!! I want to hate you but I can’t. Why?!! Why do I have to love you? I feel so worthless because of you. Sometimes it’s so bad that I want to die. Would you miss me? Would you even think about me? Would you realize that it was your fault? I wany to get over you. It’s not fair that you get to ne somewhat happy while I’m alone and miserable. I’m so lonely. I just want someone to love me. I thought that you cared for me. And that maybe you would love too. That’s all I wanted. But you had to stomp all over my heart. Was it just to make you feel better about yourself because of what your ex did to you? Did you do it to see if you still could? I loved you for two years and you knew that. Why did you manipulate me the way you did. You were one of my first real boyfriends. And you say that you want me to be your friend? I tell you that I’m your friend but you ignore me! You never talk to me! But you seem to have time to talk to everyone else. Did I do something that I don’t know about? I just don’t understand. I can’t be just your friend… but I think you know that already. I think that you enjoy seeing me hurt. I hate that I can’t hate you for crushing my heart. And I hate how you’ll never know how much I love you…

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