More usual crap
this site has some issues i would love to fix… anyway… i just wish i was important enough to her that she would give me an update. that woulda been nice. she’s probably talking to her new panel of guys now. idk. im being harsh probably. but i didnt sleep, didnt eat enough, and hey, [..more..]
Story of a girl with 75 versions!
Let’s start this from the very beginning. Once upon a time there was a girl , we will call her Naina. Naina was a almost perfect 25 yr old pretty girl with a decent job living in one of the best city in the world. She had things planned for her. To earn some money, [..more..]
Usual Crap
I’m turning into Kailey. She’s gone now, and I’m down all the time and dont want to do or eat anything, and I’m getting really clingy… There’s also added paranoia on top. I’m afraid Khy doesn’t even trust me. Boom, this other guy comes back for two days with his eloquence and she tells him [..more..]
Fck
f*** f*** f*** f***f*** fuvk f*** f*** f*** f*** f*** f***f*** f***f*** f***f*** f*** f***mylife f*** f*** f*** f*** f***
Withdrawn.
You told me to not worry about her. You told me it would never happen. It did. You promised me. You say you loved me. I was always the second choice, the replacement, and it will always be like that. How could you walk around all day passing me by like I’m nothing? You begged [..more..]
F*** my life
So I just took a diagnostic GRE test to get into gradschool in attempts to follow my dream job…and scored in the 12th and 29th percentile…I don’t know what to do…I think I may actually be mentally challenged…i thought that nothing would stop me from pursuing this dream, but it seems as though I may [..more..]
I’m but a speck of dust…
I’m but a speck of dust in the universe, floating amidst a sea of people if you were to be my inevitable existence, then I’d never leave if time decides to let you go, I should learn not to be dependent of you I’m but a speck of dust in the universe, floating amidst a [..more..]
Lonely.
It doesn’t feel the way it should be. I shouldn’t have to worry about every little thing you do because I’m trying to move on. If I even think about you for a second it brings back so many memories, but then I remember you cheated and lied to me. Who would have thought after [..more..]
worries of approval
As a teen, it seems like the world is over in an instant if you aren’t updated with the latest fashion, movie, couple, etc. Your friends and peers disown you in an instant if you don’t have that one object. Middle school can be so cruel. You think you do the right thing, but then [..more..]
Never Existing Father
Every single day that you are not with me, I think about you. I wonder what you are doing. I pray that you are safe, well and happy. No matter how old you get, or how far you travel, I won’t ever forget you. I’ll always love you. I face not being able to see [..more..]