Open your eyes
I never asked for too much, all I want is your time. Since the day our son was born I needed your help and support, yet work came first. At first I accepted it, you wer the only one working. But now that he’s older and I’m working your still not around. Things have been [..more..]
I dont get it
When does it stop??? When does life give a person a break. I try to stay positive and remind myself that others have it worse but most times I just want to scream and yell and throw things. I don’t get why we have to deal with so much….. My dad has bone caner, my [..more..]
If anything, maybe this will get me started
I’m looking to start. I feel like a runner who can feel the strength of her legs, the stamina of her beating heart, but she keeps running around the practice track instead of running the race. I am becoming more comfortable with what I say, how I feel, and what I want, but I still [..more..]
no idea
i feel bad about everything. when i see the sun, i’m sad, when it’s raining, i’m sad. i just don’t get it.. what’s happening . am i depressed idk i just want to go somewhere.. somewhere i wouldn’t feel that way.. i would’nt feel anything bc feeling is too painful. even when we love, we’re [..more..]
Just me
So I’m about to right about me on some random website I found on a google search about “writing about my thoughts”. I heard writing things down are supposedly therapeutic, and I definitely need some therapy. I used to share my thoughts and emotions on social media in the past, but do I really want [..more..]
STOP RIGHT THERE
hey you! yeah, you. the one about to write something seriously deep and sentimental down about a relationship. You don’t need a significant other to be happy. Love everyone and everything, and feel all you want. Just remember that your happiness comes before his or hers. Your well being. Your healing. Your safety. You are [..more..]
Not Even In My Dreams Can I Run.
I go to sleep to get away and dream of other things, but I’ve been dreaming of it. I can’t even run to my own bed anymore.I feel like it’s bleeding into all areas of my life. I woke up this morning not with a few tears dripping down my face but I had managed [..more..]
OCL
My life really isn’t bad, in fact it’s pretty great. I guess I’m just here because I’m the type of person who over-thinks things. But I’ve been lying to my parents about my boyfriend for 9 and a half months, his parents know but it’s against my religion. I’m supposed to wear pants to school [..more..]
I can’t believe it..
Alright, I’m in a long distance relationship, we used to skype almost everyday, sometimes more than once or even twice a day.. Now we don’t Skype at all.. It was the only thing that was even remotely close to actually seeing her and its gone. Yesterday she said we’d Skype, and when she said it [..more..]
I wish…
I broke up with you because there were many times you treated me badly and I should never have accepted this from you. I love you, you love me right? I wish you would be better, be a partner I am proud of having, someone who really knows how to love me. I know how [..more..]