update
i used this lip balm by Revlon and it burned my lips!!! they are so sore! ouch!! so whats up with you guys???
Haha
I’m living inside my own personal hell. It’s surprisingly cold for the hellish place called a mind.
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Oh no…there is more hidden anxiety than I thought.
Help…
Anything that spikes emotion gives me a terrible anxiety attack. I don’t even know why there’s so much fear in me right now.I’m stuck. I wanted to talk to this person to help me with my OCD, but I panicked and completely ran away. Getting help has become a problem and I’m not even sure [..more..]
Ah..
I’m so terrified of getting help. Talking to people about it is terrifying. I’m so scared, I don’t know what to do…I’ve completely shut myself off….and now it’s just terrifying.
Men are pigs
I just don’t get some men they have a girlfriend or wife and it’s never enough they have to have a piece of ass somewhere else grr!
Why am I never invited
Im sorry but is it too much to ask for my friends to invite to things. Every weekend I just sit around wondering if my friends are doing anything fun and then I come back to school and they tell me stories about how fun their weekend was. It would be one thing if they [..more..]
Game
I am so worried and upset, I need to play a game called “let’s pretend everything is alright and I am happy for 5 minutes”. Not sure if this is even normal. Maybe just a coping mechanism.
Drifting
At work just drifting through time, trying to unwind and make some time thinking of a way to make you mine. lost in a smike even if it was a while gotta feeling happy as a child. time it takes forever just wasting life away at work thinking about what I would love to be [..more..]
Life was alright..
I feel sad when I go back to school especially when i’ve been somewhere that I love the most. My parents originated from Hong Kong and they moved to United Kingdom and then I was born. I always enjoyed it there until I went to secondary school. I had friends they treated me well, but [..more..]