Shrooms
went out for a walk but my insides were about to spill out, back home in shelter and peace but my mind in still somewhere out there I think it’s in greece. closed my eyes but shapes and arms surround me nothing evil it’s just too damn astounding, my arms feel like play dough and [..more..]
Rage :)
Rage it’s so easy and so freaking fun, so quick to lash out no need for a gun just unload and let go until they stop resisisteng and let go no where to run no where to hide just go blow after blow words are so confusing and rage is all cruising ..through my mind [..more..]
getting old?
damn time has gone by so fast mostly fckng up and chasing ass, my kid is almost more mature than me and can’t really be a dad when he see’s a friend in me. people get worried and I know it’s all love, spend my days in my mind fling up above. days seem weirdans [..more..]
buzzed at work :)
minimun wage equals minimun effort 🙂 woke up drunk but it helps beat my sucky work day funk. thirsty thursday and it’s a cool day not the worst day but oh how I wish I were out and on my way
Drifting
At work just drifting through time, trying to unwind and make some time thinking of a way to make you mine. lost in a smike even if it was a while gotta feeling happy as a child. time it takes forever just wasting life away at work thinking about what I would love to be [..more..]
things change
I see wicked where there used to be love, see fear in a look where I used to feel safe. so quick so soon does everything change in a face, so lost so strange and so out of place
just there
close my eyes and that dark figure appears in the shadow not moving just staying there in the corner watching, time to sleep and close my eyes but from the shadows I can feel a stare. I know that something is there just waiting and watching, just don’t know what for just there.
time goes by
time goes by so fast and things seem to fade away in to the past does right now matter, will I care about today should I not worry about today and wait for it to fade away
I’m not crazy…??
walked around pissed not knowing what to do, wishing somebody would bump in to me or just start something so I can unload my anger on them, I know it’s not right but I would feel better. tried to talk about it but my head is just confused and seems polluted at times. feel empty [..more..]
drink up :)
sometimes home doesn’t feel like home, sometimes love doesn’t come with a couple.. in tiimes like these a few drimks bring ease. fck the world and everyone in it.. if you can’t make might as well sin it 🙂