Play it safe?
If you don’t want to hurt and don’t want to feel you can lock yourself from this ordeal. Life is joy and pain a ying to a yang and looking for a reason just to give it another shot, yeah fear will make you not want to try it but adventure is just a footstep [..more..]
and if?
and if the night ends the day dies do we cry and wonder why? and tomorrow begins with brand new sins do we start again or will it never end? do we pretend? do we unfriend? or just pretend to understand? my mind races on so many paces wondering in to so many places with [..more..]
Too good to be true?
perfect day with the perfect girl with not a care for the outside world, it could have rained it could have snowed but we didn’t care we had a room or an open road. things go by so fast or do I take slow? if I don’t try I may never know. just so happy [..more..]
In that kiss
Gone in a second every single last breath taken, names ,thoughts, sounds, lights, all forsaken now the ground is shaking with every feeling quaking now time is taking it’s time to unwind life slowly unfolds to stories untold while it slowly takes form into mold love at first sight or just a drunken kiss?
LETTING GO
Evolving is hard when a mind has been trained so many years into a certain pattern. Certain rules and certain laws are good I understand we are still evolving and when we were animals we needed laws to turn us into man, but man has slowly turned into a machine until machines replace us someday. [..more..]
almost real
all so fake and just for show, so hard trying to find what’s real anymore. just floating through time, trying to feel something real through every line so I take a little more but how much is enough. take some of this and that stuff trying to hold it down but it’s a different town [..more..]
think I am going a bit mad
guess logic sometimes beats the heart, almost a year being apart? Guess everything remains the same and there’s just no chance for a new start. Tired of mixed signals, so now I gotta go play my part. So weird living in a what if and a maybe limbo, Tired so I just to let this [..more..]
energy vampires
all was fine all was cool, but now she comes back and again feel like a tool nah not today I just wanna play, please don’t stay I don’t wanna play the fool now so high just wonder why time just flies away..
fckd’Up again and again
Well I messed up again crashed and flipped my mom’s car while driving drunk, crashed two cars but everyone is ok, but are they? are we ok? Guess we all changed that day and we are glad to breath another day. Why must I always be this way? Left home and ran from those guilty [..more..]
brain storm
got somewhere to write and my words just fly away, wish I could write something real and maybe you would stay and play. feel so infant, so inmature but guess I was never meant to live in this fake ass nature. live in a man made land with man made conditions and now I have [..more..]