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I feel so broken.. so alone. I’m scared.. Every day I feel sick, I get shakey, all I want to do is lock myself in a dark room with my music, the only thing that understands me, and cry, but I keep my tears inside. I tell myself: “It’s alright to feel just don’t let [..more..]
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To My Dearest “Friend”,
You know, you’re really pathetic. First you hold me in trembling hands and tell me I’m worth everything I ensure you I am not and then you are willing to turn around and act as though nothing happened the very next day? I am astonished. I’m supposed to not care, and God knows I’m trying [..more..]
Expectations
Oh, the agony of something as simple as an expectation. How easy it has become for nothing more than a whisper to shackle you, shun you into the farthest recesses of society out there. Reality stings when the cheater gains more gold than you. It is only life to accept that often times, doing wrong [..more..]
my life is a total mess
Months ago my last girlfriend broke with me. “You weren’t the same irl” (long distance relationship. Although I do feel I was acting the same ; but actually she seemed to decide to broke the very day I had sort of an anxiety attack in front of her.) So I was feeling really down and [..more..]
Stupid liars
WHY? Why men? Why do you have to be so annoying? Stop the lies. Stop it and be honest cause your messing up all the good women in the world.
I want the answers.
It’s been two long years and still, just seeing you for a second makes me think of you for hours.. Just talking to you for two months, two years ago, has had such am impact on me. You hardly cared about me, and I knew I was wrong but still, I let you enter my [..more..]
What are you afraid of?
Do you ever wonder what it’s like to live. How do people just make friends without a problem and speak their mind. How do people know what to say and express their mind. How can they be so bright and shining yet rotten on the inside at times. Don’t we all have our bright side [..more..]
Dream death
I’ve had 2 girlfriends tell me they had a dream where I was brutally murdered. I’ve also been told by my mom that she had a dream where she lost me… She was crying and I asked if she had a dream where I died. She just replied that she thought she lost me… I’m [..more..]
Life as a homeless 13 year old
Okay. Its been well past a week now, I decided it was time to write about whats going on again. I left downtown a day ago which kinda saddened me because I made friends with an 18 year old guy named Marcus. He moved from Spain to his aunts house in America like 2 months [..more..]