Broken Friendship
I miss you two. I miss the days we would text regularly. Laugh. Smile. Joke. Share our problems with each other. Support each other. I loved you both like my real parents. And I would never have dreamed of doing anything to hurt you guys. A carelessly spoken thought later. You’ve both thrown me in [..more..]
Just a thought worthy thinking
Our life is the constant repainting of a masterpiece, by death, our lives reach eternal perfection, because we lived each day and felt each experience in all it’s purity.
So that happened……
I watch you sit there. How could I have been so blind. You had your arm around me. you eskimo kissed me. now I realize I was just your backup. how could you do this to me! I hate you! but I can’t hate you because that’s what you did to me! you made me [..more..]
Them -by thought bubbles
you walk past them you hear them laughing at random times you’ll find yourself wishing you were them you want to at least be like them but in the back of your mind you know you’ll never be them you’ll never have what they have or do stuff like them cause you’re stuck being you [..more..]
my first broken heart… and i don’t know what to do
I’m so angry, so so angry… But not at you. I’m mad at myself! How could I be so stupid?! How could I let myself get so used to you? How did I let myself fall in love with you? I was perfectly okay a few months ago just being your friend. In fact a [..more..]
Courage
I Don’t Know what i going to do with my life. I’m empty and crossing the roads without knowing where to go. I still finding the answer that many question surround my head. But i still courage to continuation my daily life with god i holding him that i can still face this cruel world.
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I’m my own worst enemy.
Definition of destruction: To ruin completely..
I am a destructive person. Don’t get close to me. I’ve hurt many people in my path, and many of them come with the hopes that somehow they’ll change me. To defuse the bomb before it bursts into a million flames and destroyes anything nearby. But they can’t. I will continue to hurt, no matter [..more..]
Alone
I walk the halls alone, listening to music, and looking at my phone wishing that I was on someone’s mind and that they would text me. Maybe a family member but as I walk past everyone laughing and looking at their friends or texting. I wonder how im invisible to everyone besides the people that [..more..]
death
Death. death. death. death. I cannot stop thinking about death. Every morning when I wake up, I think of death. I ponder whether I want today to be the last day or not. It’s laziness to the extreme…I’d rather die than do my homework. I want to die. I want to die. I want to [..more..]