Posted by Anonymous on 2014/11/10 under Uncategorized I watch you sit there. How could I have been so blind. You had your arm around me. you eskimo kissed me. now I realize I was just your backup. how could you do this to me! I hate you! but I can’t hate you because that’s what you did to me! you made me fall in love with you! you made me believe I was the only thing that mattered! its was all lies! you only used me as a pillow to make your break-ups with her not so hard. I was your landing pad. I thought I was on that cloud. but now I realize I’ve been on earth the whole time staring up at you. you hugged me and “loved” me you held me close even when I pushed you away! you made me believe you cared! It’s impossible for me to hate you because you made it impossible you messed with my wiring and I know even if you come crawling back to me sorry as hell that I won’t be able to make you leave cause you programmed me to love you and no matter how much i’ll want to slam the door in your face and watch you cry over what you did I won’t be able to no matter how much i’ll want to kick you to the curb and shatter your heart I won’t be able to! I don’t know what you did to me so I wouldn’t be able to but I couldn’t do it no matter how much I would want to. I hate you, but I can’t stop loving you.
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i feel the same way like he says he loves me, but only comes to me when she isnt around. First of all you should ask him about her. Or you could also take the guilt road. Go find him with her take a picture then ask him why it is there. Then if he doesnt confess stay away from him even when he calls for you. Wait 1 week. it should work.