beyond annoyed
I needed somewhere to write my thoughts and feelings so here I am.. considering my so called fiance says hes cares how I feel he has no problem walking out the door while im crying. Weve been together for over 3 yrs and alot has happened. First off we have a almost two yr old [..more..]
Life
Why cant life be like they are in book or movies, im not meaning the cheesy movies or anything but people and life in books seem so good. I wish there was a world where everything was like that, it would be nice.
Depressed
Sometimes we are too busy to say a few words of care to each other, or to simply even care. Such is human life nowadays.
strange..
I can’t seem to get you out of my mind. As paining as it is, I know we’re meant to be. Maybe not for ever, but what is forever? I know you barley look at me the same, and maybe your trying to move on, go to college, find someone who truly share your interest. [..more..]
my cure
when i first i saw you i knew it was real you eyes yourr moves your hair your voice even the small details,,, everthing abt you,,nd im still…wish i had the courage to tell how i felt,,.you meant tooo much to mee ,,i loved you more than anything ,,,i knew i should get over it [..more..]
Pissed off
I’m just so f***ing annoyed today! Like everyone is out to f***ing get me, music is my escape with korn I can I can see I’m going blind I’m going to cut myself and watch the blood hit the ground (right now) Custer by slipknot
:(
How to stop feeling sad? How to stop belittling myself?
Is it weird?
So my guy best friend and I are so close. I’ve never been so close to someone in my life. We share everything to each other, we know each other better than we know ourselves. Everything is amazing between us, we always talk on the phone and text and all that. Recently, we kissed. This [..more..]
Pointlessness of love
Can love, for once, be not stupid nor pointless for me? I’m getting old and I’m tired of missing out on love. When the world around me is passionately celebrating love, all I can feel in my experience of such useless sentiment is always negative. Perhaps I should just forget about the existence of love [..more..]
Life
I feel like I was born to lose.