I’m a bit insane
I tend to get depressed and angry way more than being happy. When i’m mad, I hurt myself. Just yesterday I was vacuuming and got upset because I always do the work, while my sister goes and messes around all day and gets home and does nothing. I slammed the vacuum to the couch. Then [..more..]
Same cycle of love
I gave up on love the day i realized how you can learn to love someone and love them so much that sometimes it suffocates your heart feels like bursting inside of you how their voice brightens up your day how when you pee you feel the butterflies fill your stomach and you give them [..more..]
tired
I just wanna say enough, I’m so tired! work, eat and sleep then the same:S
confused
Here I am, writing something i know you can’t read but anyways let me vent for a while. You know what, i don’t understand you. You tell me you love me, you make me feel you love me and cared so much for me but why did you cheat? Am i not enough for you [..more..]
right now I’m at a 7
I found it easier to rate how cold and alone I feel on the inside on a scale of one to ten. right now I’m at a 7. It’s not too bad but its not getting any better either. I should be working on my english assignment right not but I can’t focus because there’s [..more..]
Help any one? Im filipino
i still love this subject but and i can’t move on.
I’m just gonna ramble I’m sorry
Ok first what is on my mind right now is the fact that people don’t really seem to realise how daunting is is for me to wear shorts in public or have my hair up in public, and whenever I go out somewhere with someone I’m constantly self conscious and shaky and it’s almost like [..more..]
Awareness
Awareness is premium-less all round insurance for life.
Alone; your thoughts and you
You lie in bed. That feeling of sadness. Oh, that overwhelming sadness. You lie there in self pity, and everything flashes before your eyes. The good memories, the bad ones. But, the thing that frustrates you, is that the good memories seem to just fade away, and there’s nothing but the worst of memories left. [..more..]
I’m Sorry
I’m sorry i keep messing things up between us. I just don’t know how to do any of this, I don’t know how to be myself without scarring anyone off. You kept begging me to open up to you, got mad at me for hiding from you before. So i did, I opened up and [..more..]