Pinterest Couple Problem
We were looking at pinterest couple bucket lists together and one said paint a portrait of each other and what I thought was a funny idea, I said “What if we paint each other’s genitals haha?” Which he replied “yeah, i’ll paint a piranha and you could paint a dragon?” I am soo mad at [..more..]
the first page of my book please do read and citize if you like it or not
THE RISE 1 The wind was blowing very steadily as I could feel it through my hair. The clouds circling towards me were getting ready for the thunderstorm that was expected. There was the starting of a slight drizzle as I inhaled the sweet smell of wet earth. The opposition was large. Standing high atop [..more..]
Tears
Tears stream down my face but why? I feel no sorrow, grief, anger, despair or pain both physically and emotional. Then why do I lay here as my chest heaves with every aching sob? I don’t even know it myself. Tears follow a single line tracing my face, slowly dragging to become droplets on my [..more..]
Idk
Honestly im not going to bother with grammar because im lazy asf but I got dumped this morning and yeah… not a great feeling. Honestly I expected it. I’m an annoying insecure judgemental b**** and I have absolutely no self respect lmao. I hate myself and mostly everyone else too. But I have this really [..more..]
Ughhhhh
I freakin HATE this show ” intervention “! My wife likes to watch it cause her sister died from addiction, but damn, enough is enough. It is depressing and I can’t feel too bad for some of these folks. I’ve never taken any illegal drugs, and I don’t have an addictive personality, so I’m sure [..more..]
I made a decision today that I regret.
No. I do not regret it, but I feel as if I should. That I’m obligated to. Is this feeling regret? The pain seems too sharp and the relief too great to be.
Alone
I like being alone but I hate being alone. Such a contradiction, isn’t it? I don’t understand it. As I type this an amused smile sits upon my face. Why would someone ever want to be alone? People ask this question everyday and I sit here and ponder. I don’t know why. I don’t understand [..more..]
I don’t understand
I really have no idea what i am doing right and wrong. i feel as though those lines were blurred so long ago in the dust that not even the finger prints that brushed them away remain. I have always tried to be a good brother, son, boyfriend, person, and whatever sort of being i [..more..]
I wonder how it would feel to die.
Of course, I have contemplated the notion, but, truly, I believe I am too much or coward to confront the unknown and too much of a fool to welcome death. I find it a bit darkly humorous to imagine that my loved ones may find this note in the event of my untimely death. They [..more..]
Family Troubles
I feel like no matter what I do, I can’t keep my parents happy. Everything I do to make me happy and make things easier on myself because I work really hard, it’s wrong in my parents eyes and I get belittled in every single conversation. I’ve sacrificed so much just to keep them happy, [..more..]