Some People Here
Some people here write the most useless and hurtful comments to others, It is really not necessary. Be kind to all living things, including people on the internet.
Laugh Through The Tears
I’ve found it! After weeks and months mulling it over, I now know why! I’m afraid of reality. Many times a day I’ve been attempting to conjure up the closest thing to this feeling deeply rested inside my chest and now I can speak it. I do not want to believe in the reality around [..more..]
HELPPP
I may have accidently hit him to hard. I hit him over the head and now I don’t know what to do. He is knocked out on the floor bleeding.
Worthless
I have to trick myself to sleep every night. Night time is the worst because it is when my mind is a he most destructive to my soul. My lonely soul feeds on the non existent memories that my mind slaves over to create. Where the f*** are you? I’m ready. I’ve been waiting for [..more..]
Pressure
I wake up everyday get three kids ready for daycare whilst also preparing myself for school. I am a senior this year. I work everyday after school and get in up to 54-63 hours in every two weeks. I am a slave, a slave to this thing we call society. My life has and never [..more..]
Burned Out
I am feeling so burned out right now. School JUST started for my final semester and I am feeling overwhelmed beyond all words. I just want to curl up in a ball. I’m in graduate school full time and working full time and it’s a bit overwhelming trying to balance both. I’m also pissed and [..more..]
I feel dumb
My boyfriend is what every girl wants. He’s sweet, respectful, committed, and funny. God I feel so bad. He’s all these things but with all the stuff I’ve been through I won’t put my guard down. He deserves someone who’s going to give their all, not me. But here’s the worse part, I’m starting to [..more..]
I miss you
I am tired of pretending that I am okay while you are with her. Holding her hand, kissing her cheek, hugging her before you leave. I miss those feelings I get when that was me. But that will never be me again will it?
I miss you.
I miss Sander so much and I just want to scream and cry because everyone made me feel so stupid rushing into a relationship. I’m an idiot for believing someone could ever like me or want to be with me.
relationship
well I’m tired….Why always when I tired of this relationship he just willing to do something on it? or really look into it? Why when things gonna end people just learn to appreciate? Why always need to wait until it almost end? I’m pretty tired to hold or hang on the side by myself… I [..more..]