Stay Strong
Hi i just wanted to let you know, that i’m here. If you ever want someone to listen, or if you just want to chat i’m here for that. I’m always here to listen if you ever need it. ask me stuff on – http://thisishowyouspell-existence.tumblr.com/ask
unrequited love
i feel so achingly lonely sometimes, and by lonely, i mean /lonely/, you know. i know what unrequited love feels like, it’s like being stabbed in the heart repeatedly but you take it, because that’s the only feeling you’ve felt and it makes you feel something because /wow/ you’re so enamored by this person and [..more..]
Life insecurities
I can’t believe I actually cut myself. It’s been like 5-6 years since I last did that, but today 26-jan-2015 at age 23 I cut myself. I’m so worried about my future, and anxious and scared because there are so many decisions I have to make in such a short term and I don’t know [..more..]
Hormones are horrible
I hate how hormones determine the feelings or even behaviours of human beings. I’m reaching an age when my body clock is reminding me to breed. I used to hate children and was pretty sure I would dislike them for my entire life. But recently, I find myself acting sweet to children of my colleagues [..more..]
i wanna die so bad
26/01/15 srsly i hate having no money im gonna tell you why i hate my life cuz i hate my dad so much too okay, it all started in december 2014 when i graduated school and my dad told me i couldn’t have a party cuz he had no money, however, i did my party [..more..]
FML
FML I don’t know how to type how I feel, so I am just going to type, this is probably going to make no sense though and be completely grammatically incorrect but I don’t give a f***. I am a 17 year old guy living in Australia, if you need to call me something you [..more..]
Stupid love
I love him! I can’t tell anyone so I write it here.
cant move on
Still missing my mom who died and left us. Unimaginable even if a year has passed. Not feeling good for the job i have. People in this job is so unfair. Sometimes its like waking everyday doing something for the sake of nothing. Tired. No one to really talk to.
My mother
My whole life my mother has always been emotionally abusive to me. Would build me up and quickly break me down. She is only happy when bad things happen to me then she looks better then me and has to give me help .. She constantly borrows money from me and uses me and even [..more..]
i dnt knw if I’m right or wrong
There was a guy in my life who used to like me and care for me but i used to be very rude to him as i never liked him.. Bt after sometime we became friends but his feelings never changed about me.. Bt i always considered him just as a friend. Later he started [..more..]