The limits of love
I tried to love him in a different way. He tried hard to protect me. He went out of his way, but pretending not to, as usual. I can tell that. Why must so many unlucky things happen to us? Why must idiots keep bothering us and accusing us so unfairly? I’ve tried my best. [..more..]
Just need to let things out…
why am i always doing things wrong? i let some many people down and i dont know why? i try my best to give it my all but sometimes thats not enough!! i just want to scream out and let everything out!!! uggggh!! WHY DO THINGS HAVE TO BE SO DAMN COMPLICATED
snowman problem
I am disapointed in my sell because i knock down the snow man with my friend but i but i was going to rebuild it but i could not because the snow is to hard so then i came inside and then he starts yelling at me because it was our first snowman.And now he [..more..]
Am I a terrible girlfriend?
I don’t know where to start. I miss romance and the way that it feels to have someone lust after me. I’m just bored. Is that okay? To be bored with someone that says he loves you and you love him and when he touches me I know that I could be with him. It’s [..more..]
I betrayed someone I love
I fell in love over messaging. It sounds stupid, but that’s what happened. I trusted him, and he trusted me. I lied about something stupid, and I betrayed his trust. I didn’t realize how in love I actually was until it was over. I’m so stupid. And the worst part; he’ll never know how much [..more..]
how to make my weenie smaller??
i posted recently and nobody answered i really need help i am very scared. my post said how my penis is a meter long and it is too much weight and causing me to fall over. also my balls drop to my knees so i have to crawl which is bad since my penis drags [..more..]
My heart is racing
Gosh, anxiety is killing me alive. I feel so sad. I’m standing in quick sand, overwhelmed, not knowing which direction to run.
My Past
Ive been in a depression my whole life.. Since i can remember it was always a piece of me and controlled what i did. It wasnt until high school that it fully came into effect and started controlling everything. I’ve been going to therapy and i will be prescribed medication soon. Over the months ive [..more..]
Things
I’ve been buying quite a number of things these days. Mainly because it’s the sale season, also because I feel safe with things. The Winter is too cold and I live alone. I spend much time alone. A main source of comfort is materialism I guess. When life is difficult, only shopping is easy. Transactions [..more..]
Invisible
I am watching the cyber world go by, feeling empty and waiting for someone to fill in the void.