Hardest Thing To Do
Forgetting you has been one of the hardest things that I’ve ever done. So hard that I’m not even done. Its near impossible, you’re just too hard to get out of my mind. I’m not sure whether its too hard to forget you because its impossible and I should just go for it or should [..more..]
Should I….
Should I be worried if my boyfriend keeps ditching me all the time? Should I be mad after he ditches me on our one year anniversary? Should I leave him? Should I listen to my ex when he warns me about my boyfriend cheating on me? Should I be worried when he doesn’t talk to [..more..]
I feel like a tenant in my own body.
Really, I can not control my own body. Most of it is doing, I have nothing to do with. It pumps blood, creates subjects I do not know the name of and fights viruses and bacteria without me even noticing. All the decisions I make, I make blindly. I do not know how they will affect [..more..]
Paranoia
I’ve always been somewhat of a worry wart, and because of this I’m extra cautious. But sometimes my mind plays tricks on me and I come up with elaborate ideas about what could go wrong, and this leads to great paranoia. Since I don’t currently have a job(I’m 17), one of my friends suggested I [..more..]
I still can’t come to terms with this
I still can’t quite come to terms with an unrequited crush. I have feelings for this wonderful man that I’ll never be able to fall in love with. It’s so painful and difficult to have to hide my feelings on a daily basis. I would never tell anyone I know and this crush will be [..more..]
Getting S*** Done!
Screw the f***ing teachers whom told me I was only going to achieve 5 GCSE’s. I will achieve all 9. Screw the teacher for not letting me do GCSE P.E. I will be the best at my sports filled career without his s***ty class, I’ll walk into his room dripping in my own gold. Screw [..more..]
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Loveless
My life has become quite loveless. I do have feelings and I can feel love for a person, for a cat. But I am forced to separate from them due to life’s circumstances. I couldn’t make any new friends in this strange new place, it’s been 4 years and counting. I can’t connect with people. [..more..]
Alone….
Today i went to this meeting with my mother, and there were alot of people that we knew there. After the meeting there was like a little dinner. And everybody was talking to everybody and i was alone… I had a friend there but we werent sitting together and i felt horrible . I was [..more..]
worries
i’m so worried all the time. its like a big ball of stress. i can’t stop working because i need to get things done. new english teacher is assigning so much work and i can’t seem to see the bigger picture of accepting it and letting go. when i worry too much i become obsessed [..more..]