S***ty place
I’m in a s***ty situation. My friends kicked me out of their group and our locker because I have too many problems and they couldn’t handle it. Because of this, I struggle to find people to hangout with during breaks at school so I’m forced to sit in a bathroom stall during snack. It’s just [..more..]
Blue F***ing Eyes
On and off for 6 f***ing years and I still love you. I still love you so much. Everytime I put my foot down or you give up all that happens is 6 months of silence then one of comes back. Stop. Just f***ing stop. I don’t understand the joy of breaking my heart over [..more..]
lost
I sseem happy, friendly caring and so on. But inside I’m struggling every single day I fight myself to stay sane and not just give up, what’s the point ? My whole life ev th good thing had turned to S*** nothing good lasts for me and not to mention people continually abandon me and. [..more..]
But, you’re my family..
I’m so sad. I’m so sad, all the time. They keep pushing me, and everytime I try to get up, they kick me. They kick me where it hurts. Stop kicking me. I feel empty. I feel sad. I feel tired. Im tired of fighting. I’m tired fighting myself. I’m tired of fighting them. I’m [..more..]
I’m going to stab my face lol
My boyfriend has so many female friends and they’re all so beautiful and better looking and skinny and just in all better than me in every single way and it makes me want to die because hes so handsome and could date them and itd be perfect and im just so insecure and im fat [..more..]
I Don\’t Miss Him
I’m sitting overthinking what it was like, how good life really was & how I never appreciated it enough. I guess I don’t miss him as a person after all he fell in love with another/ which I guess is unquestionable as I left a relationship as I fell in love with him instantly. We [..more..]
I Don’t Miss Him
I always thought I was a strong person, strong minded, strong bodied, that i could cope with anything. With both my parents & grandparents all having to go through chemo and I had to care for them you’d think I could tackle anything right? Yet 9 months later I’m sitting overthinking what it was like, [..more..]
I Don’t Miss Him
I always thought I was a strong person, strong minded, strong bodied, that i could cope with anything. With both my parents & grandparents all having to go through chemo and I had to care for them you’d think I could tackle anything right? Yet 9 months later I’m sitting overthinking what it was like, [..more..]
I Don’t Miss Him
I always thought I was a strong person, strong minded, strong bodied, that i could cope with anything. With both my parents & grandparents all having to go through chemo and I had to carr for them you’d think I could tackle anything right? Yet 9 months later I’m sitting overthinking what it was like, [..more..]
Reflective mode
These days I’ve been thrown into reflective mode for too much I can’t seem to connect with people. Although I see people every day, I can’t seem to make new connection with them. I am tired.